My LURVE Affair with XX

My LURVE affair is no ordinary LURVE affair. Deep inside my heart, I knew this will be the eternal love of my life!!!

Wonder why my LURVE affair is with XX?

XX is not the 'XXX' like nuffnang wrote in its post title...

XX is something soft, adorable, a bit hairy (LOL!)...

Something which will makes me laugh my heart out everyday since the day we first met!!!!

Now, I shall introduce XX to you....

XX:

*Hi to all my mum's blog friendsss~ Nice to meet you guys/girls!!!!*

XX= Xuan Xuan!!!

You know what? I sing 'A Song For XX' by Ayumi Hamasaki to Xuan Xuan almost everyday because I think this song is purposely written for Xuan Xuan!

Our relationship is something I will call 'Miraculous!'

When he laugh, I will laugh together; When he cry, my heart will ache so much that I will do anything I can just to make him smile again!

Even when he's just lying there, remain silent, just by watching him I feel the warmth that nourishes my heart!

*......*

I still remember that both of us met at 31st of August 2008! A wonderful, sunny day which is best for special encounter like this!

Since then, watching you grow up day by day, has become something that entertains me so much I wouldn't want this to end!

*Ya, more leng zai day by day!!! XD*

I'm in LURVE with XX more and more as time goes by!!!

*Can you feel my love?*

I will do anything to ensure my child get the best, no matter in food, leisure or education.

During snack time, I will give Xuan Xuan this:

*Multigrain Chips is LURVE!!!!*

Maybe you'll think: What kind of insane mother will give her child Twisties LURVE as snack????

But behold! These chips are not any other chips you see on the supermarket shelves!

Twisties LURVE is a healthy, multigrain chips which made from wheats, oats, rice, corn and sunflower seeds.

*Beside those healthy ingredients, there's NO artificial colouring and NO preservatives added while making the chips!*

Now, who'll be stupid to refrain self from consuming these healthy multigrain chips as snack???

Beside the healthy ingredients, I get more LURVE from the chips too!!!!

*+20% More LURVE!!! How powerful is that!!!*

I want to be a nice mother which is considerate and caring enough. so, whenever it comes to decision making, I'll let Xuan Xuan to decide himself on what he wants.

*But due to the healthy-ness and its 3 superb taste - French Onion, Hot'N'Spicy and Seaweed Nori, even Xuan Xuan is confused, don't know which one to choose!!!*

*From his eyesight and gestures, I know he wants to eat 'Seaweed Nori' flavour today!*

*Nom... Nom.... Nom...*

*One after one, one after one.. He just can't stop eating!!!

*Even me myself can't resist the temptation of falling in LURVE!*

I enjoy LURVE-ing, being LURVE-d, and I will definitely teach Xuan Xuan the power of LURVE so he can always share LURVE with everyone he knows!

And now, he's so addicted to LURVE and...

*He must sleep with LURVE!*

What an angel with LURVE I have here! =)

Soul in Black

Was asked whether should spend the left over RM100 voucher of RedBox, and the answer is YES!!!

Decided to go to RedBox at The Gardens to make the full usage of the voucher... I don't mind top up a few ringgits if the amount exceeded... Better than less right? Ah~ Human...

A bit confuse with what to wear today and what style is it for today... Hmm... *Scratch head*

*Anyway, I can think what to wear while make up... Am 1st time using this Estee Lauder Onyx colour pencil eyeliner... The MOST EXPENSIVE EYELINER I've ever used in my life! You gotta be good quality or else you'll see....*

Decided! Will wear the black t-shirt I bought back at April at Ampang Point, with the gold glitz ironed wording 'No Picture Please' + my one and only Levi's jeans, the washed and tore for the X times in its life... Yengness!

*Let's Go Rock & Roll Baby!*

While on the way, rain poured so heavily and I'm thinking of this time we'll be rugi a bit if we can't reach there by 6pm! This is the time slot for the buffet dinner session, 6pm - 12am.

So jam at the curve at the Jln dunno-what right in front of the junction of KL Sentral, Hilton Hotel. It's all the traffic light's fault!

But who knows, we reached there 53opm! Wooo~ Good job Driver Bun!!!!

*Too early for the session, so have to sit at the super duper huge round sofa before we can go into the room, a sofa soooooo unique you wouldn't wanna miss taking a picture of it!*

Was lead to the room at the Calming Section, room number 'D24'... Makes me think of durian!!!

*Special wall decoration, so calm and sooth and 'zen' feeling!*

*This lil fella non-stop climbing up and down, crawl left to right... Me and Bun were nearly pengsan because of him... A bit steam potong!*

*Malaysia's next superstar in the making! I hope he can be someone like Michael Jackson then... Think too much!?*

Was not allowed to go take foods until given instructions (And end up we start eating at the time of 630pm or 645pm! Boo!!! 30 - 45 minutes wasted man!!!)... So, shall decide what to drink first!

*Bun's Dragonfruit drink and my Muesli Chocolate Shake!!!! Super yummy!!!*

*I don't know what should I call this but if you EVER ENCOUNTER with this, you should TAKE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN without hesitation! MAD DELICIOUS IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!! Ah~ The aroma of chocolate and nuts still lingers in my memories.*

*Sushi and Cakes! What a fusion mix! Rules of Sushi Bar: Sushi can only be taken by the same person after 5 minutes gap!*

Can you imagine only two person singing in the room for 6 hours!? I'm glad that they're playing Michael Jackson's video clips and some concert footage to entertain us... So sometimes we will just watch the clips without picking any song to sing.

The madness of the day: Sang Gary Cao's new song 'Lonely Man' for 7 - 8 times!!! Siao!!!! We just sing like nobody's business.

And speaking of Michael Jackson, I purposely pick 'Earth Song' because I wanted to watch the video clip as the closure of our sing k session for tonight, but guess what, I cried.

Yeah, cried.

I was thinking, why God took this wonderful person away from all of us. He's making soooooooo much of these wonderful music and doing sooooooo much wonderful things in order to make this ugly world a better living place for all of us.

Now he's gone, who is there to remind all of us these forgetful human beings of the sin and harmful things we're doing to ourselves and mother nature?

They say ' The Good Dies Young'. Is this the ONLY WAY to remind us of how wonderful and godlike he was?

This will be THE LOSS OF THE HISTORY OF HUMAN BEINGS!!!

Sighs....

*The Blues of The Black Aisle*

An outing without self-taking photos are nothing worth to remember of!

*Pardon Moi's lousy looking and awkward posing, I just enjoy to be ME!*

Last but not least, even though he's gone, but I will like to leave a footprint of this wonderful creation of God in my blog by putting this image of his here:

*Michael Jackson... remembered*

*I made this into a 1024 x 768 jpg format wallpaper, picture taken from CNN while watching the memorial service of him, my current desktop wallpaper.*

*His smile, his gracious gestures and his voice will be remembered... Forever.*

*God Bless!*

The Mystery of Quantum

Today was a busy tiring day for me and my body.

Went to a seminar around 1pm at Sheraton Subang. Was invited(Not really invited because I PAY FOR IT!!) by my mum's friend to discover more about this thing called 'Visiber'. (Anyone heard about this before? A lot of rich tai tais are wearing this company's product.)

Gold Bolero! Love it! Pressie from Mummy Joyce!!

I can't believe that I actually went to this seminar!

I know nothing about the company, I know nothing about the founder, know NOTHING AT ALL!

All I know is I was forced to buy a blardy cheap-looking company t-shirt with the price of RM39!!!! Siao! I can buy one-piece dress at that amount of money eh! But never mind, the t-shirt end up very comfy! LOL!

You can tell I'm a bit dulan kena forced to buy the T-Shirt by looking at this pic!

When I try to go into the ballroom without the company t-shirt, I was blocked by the black-coat team a.k.a kakitangan of the company, they thought I was from the press media or something. LOL! Do I look so glam that I work for the press?

With an empty mind I enter the ballroom. As usual, you can see a lot of company leaders there chit-chatting with their downlines and stuffs. I was sitting beside my mum's friend. To be frank I think she care bout her brother understanding towards the content of the seminar more than mine. LOL! HEY! I'M A NEWBIE EH! YOU CAN'T JUST TAK PEDULI THE NEWBIE!!!

Lucky thing is I adapt to new things and new environment FAST!

First speaker was a Neuro-Linguistic Phd from America called Dr. William D. Horton.

I was told that the theme of the seminar for today is "What is Quantum Energy/Quantum Psychology", but Dr. William did not further explain about this, I guess it's kinda complicated for newbies like me. I'm glad he didn't, abo Imma scratch head on my seat!

Drinks, Candies, Notes and Pencils are provided! Professional can say!

The whole ballroom FULL! And lots of lots of auntiesss and unclessssssss.... Wow, How did they manage to understand what is Quantum energy and how does it make changes and effect the whole neurogical system!

But anyway, I like to take down notes! So I jot down almost all the important (At least they sound important to me) information pass by the speaker into my lil black book.

This whole seminar last for 4 hours. In between there is an afternoon tea session. But as what I was thinking, people are rushing and grab whatever they can WITHOUT QUEUING UP!

What the hell!? You look at the people you will laughing out loud! It really looks like they have been starve for weeks!!!!

Poor we these minority group who queue up for food, end up some left overs. But I like the cinnamonbon/ cinnamon roll!!! Superb YUMMY!!!! I had THREE of it!!!

Tea session was only for 20 minutes, and then continue the seminar with another speaker a.k.a the founder of this Visiber company and Quantum Psychology, Dr. Patrick Tan.

He was a funny guy I can say. A lot of aunties was laughing hysterically with the jokes he tell. Ok la, the jokes are quite funny but not as funny as you have to LAUGH OUT LOUD ok?!

But really, I gained some knowledge today. Was glad that I still able to gain some knowledge after some time trapped in the house and the identity of housewives and so on... *happy*

You'll probably ask: Where's Xuan Xuan when you're away for 4 hours or more then?

Here he is:

Leng Zai in his Brown Jumper!!!

He was with Bun and Brother Kian ( I intentionally asked him to follow Bun because Xuan Xuan likes his Uncle Kian very very much!!!!!) and they went to Subang Parade after they dropped me at the hotel!!!

Muahahahah~ I'm free at the 4 hours or more but guess what? A mother will never forget his child! I was mind-tied to Xuan Xuan during the whole seminar though... Poor me.

Anyway, I'm glad that everyone was happy and no one throw temper!!! XD

We went to Puchong to eat Shabu-Shabu after the seminar. Full till now! Madness FULL can say~

Reiko was happy today because she gained some knowledge and she was full! XD

Jya Ne Bye!!!

I messed up!

My life, literally.

Just viewed Jamie and Brenda's registration of marriage(R.O.M) video clip and photos at facebook. (I mistakenly thought Jamie was called Bernard because I'm sure I saw this name somewhere else at Brenda's friendster... Now Yik Chong's name become Jamie already, LOL!)

You know what? I think mine R.O.M is pathetically indescribable miserable.

I don't even have ONE, NOT EVEN ONE friend attend my R.O.M... That should be one of my happiest moment of life which I have to and need to remember but not anyone is there to witness that moment with me.

What a poor little girl I am... Honestly, I'm still holding a grieve about this deep inside my heart but no one knows that... Erm wait, now you know!

Still, I think this will be the pain of the century.

Imagine, no one is there to attend your funeral, serious case? Yes indeed! And registration of marriage is something important like funeral too! It's once in a lifetime ( to some people, I wish I am in the category too!) and I didn't leave myself a good memory of it!

I still remember me and Bun even having a fight that day morning when we're preparing at home. Pathetic or not!?

I didn't dress properly and nicely, was not in a good mood because my tummy was big and Xuan Xuan is inside, old enough to be born to this world. I was wearing a aunty-ish, white, maternity dress without ironing it before we head to the JPN.

In fact, we're late for that day too!

We're suppose to reach at 8 a.m. and the procedure should be start at 8 a.m. too... But we reach there at 10 a.m. because of the stupid argument we had earlier.

No mood to make-up, no mood to pick nicer clothes to wear, no mood to go to JPN, no mood to wait, no mood to say 'I Do!' too......

No one knows...

And still, life keeps on going, and me too moving forward until today. But really, I seriously know that something is missing from that day.

I knew we both weren't loving enough to face the entire circumstances of marriage and life which lies ahead, am I right?

All we have these days are just arguments and cold war... I just hate it when these happen!!!

That day another friend Chun Mun asked: If you're able to choose to restart, will you choose this path again?

You remain silent, but I know you wouldn't choose the same path, same as me. So, I answered him that I won't. I won't be on the same path as the same me today if I am given chance to restart this whole thing.

But don't get me wrong, I'm not regret of having Xuan Xuan as my dearest son, I'm not regret for marrying Bun and started this family, I'm just sad that the one who will share my life with me does not understand me as he should be.

If I'm given a chance to choose, I will live a life which is totally opposite with what I am living right now.

You never know what you'll be doing, who you'll met and what decision you will be making in life. You'll never know what is awaiting ahead of you...

Just like Michael Jackson passed away so sudden that everyone got shocked. No one in this world saw it coming, but God let it happened. Everyone thought he's going to grow old like everyone else does.

No body know... No one knows ANYTHING about the next minute ahead...

That's why I knew that I must do something to change my life to a better one.

At least something, I wish to do at least SOMETHING to bring the impact into my life, despite the impact is the smallest of all, I know I still have to figure it out to make a change.

I know that I have chosen this path, I will try my best to live the fullest of it.

If you're a friend of mine, do waken me up whenever I'm complaining of my life so that I can escape from the clouds of misery of my own hallucination.

Thank you.

I shall proceed to the next page of life then.

Last but not least, Jamie and Brenda are leaving Malaysia today to Melbourne, and start their newly weds life!!!

Wish you guys all the best and do always come back and visit us ya~ (If me and Bun are having sufficient financial capability, we will go Melbourne find you guys! XD)

Recover-ING

Was sick of fever... Am recover-ING now...

Met with Bun's friend Bernard Yik Chong and Brenda Chin Yee and a whole bunch of friends at Sunday. And a lil side note is Bernard just came back from Melbourne!!!

I was itsy-bitsy-tiny-weeny worry about the Influenza A that gotten spread so seriously at Melbourne, you know, I have a high risk group here - Xuan Xuan.

But guess what, I'm weaker than Xuan Xuan. Gosh~

Anyway, will drink lots of water and won't let myself collapse.

I'm trying to label up all my previous blog post so I can remove the archive list... It is getting longer and longer and longer and longer... Sure is squashing all the creativity juice I have in brain now.

Will blog properly SOON! Ciao~

Holy-day

Was very shock to know that Michael Jackson has left us!!! I was in the middle of my dreamland when Bun yell in front of the monitor telling me this news.

Really, still couldn't accept that this man who his songs accompany me through my childhood has left silently. A lot of people say they love and miss him a lot, but does their love and missing feeling get to him while he's alive? Apparently NO!

He gets alot of critics and was humiliated while he was alive. Lots of people talk and making jokes about his nose and surgery failure... No sympathy and a lil bit feeling of love when he's alive. How ironic to say love and miss after he left.

Anyway, let's see what's the topic today besides Michael Jackson (May you rest in peace!)...

Oh oh~ It's Holy-day!!! Wesak Day is public holiday ma~ So Wesak Day = Holiday = Holy-Day lo~

Was with my family, together went to this small-but-not-very-small house temple to do some praying there. I found that a lot of people become rich after when they establish a house temple. Do you think so?

I'm not doubtful towards the power of the god/buddha... I'm just curious how people manage to spend sooooooooo much money on something that doesn't 100% confirm to work physically example: willing to spend money to buy birds/tortoise for freeing them, or asked for 4 digits number, or to ask for amulets for avoiding accidents and so on...

Like Bun said: If he's able to open a house temple, he will do so. The people living inside the temple were living in a more cosy place than the believer like us! Maybe we're not doing enough good deeds for the people and the whole world...

Saw this at the outside of the temple... A fully decorate buddha statue with lots of flowersss for the Wesak Day parade held at Brickfield, but we're not attending. :/

*Spot the second buddha!*

*This is the main buddha for the Wesak Day*

There's nothing to do literally except for bathing the buddha... It's a tradition to bath the small buddha on Wesak Day but until today, I don't know what that means and what effect will the action brings. Maybe you guys can google it out and let me know? Hehe~

*Daddy Charlie bathing buddha~ He already prepare ang pao for the temple...*

*He just playing, you can tell it by seeing his face expression! I once think bathing buddha is kinda fun~ Different than what we usually do when praying*

*Mummy Joyce*

*Xuan Xuan and Bun... Lil fella attracted by the flowersss ya? LOL!*

*Peace, Love, Rock, Soul!!! -ME!!!*

Bathing a buddha should be: 3 times, one left one right and one middle. Cannot bath from head... I don't know why, this is the aunty in red colour t-shirt told me. But who likes water streaming down their head suddenly? I guess no one right?! So does the small Buddha!

After praying at the temple, all of us was trying to figure out where to have our lunch and Mummy Joyce suggest all of us go to Steven's Hot Spot to have a look and try their meal. No one dare to object so here we are:

*The logo were good but rainbow wall colour ruin the whole classy feeling!*

Obviously they just started this hot-spot place and the variety of foods were limited to microwave heating foods and cakes. So my lunch is this:

*Blueberry Cheesecake! Yummy~!!*

*Bro Sheng is this... Chocolate Moist I suppose...*

While Bun, Daddy Charlie and Bro Kian having nasi lemaks, some spring rolls and fish balls. Food weren't cheap at the hot-spot, but once you're a member, you gotta be going to spend your food points at destined locations.

After that, don't know who among us suggest we go to Carrefour for some grocery stuffs shopping, and I knew that was a super wrong mistake because that day is a HOLIDAY!!!! And a lot of people are going to Carrefour because they don't have other free time to go!

Oh well, I'll overlook the long queue and peoples... Because I have something more interesting that catches my eye:

*The Boss in Blue Sunglass*

Anyway, I had a moonlight-bath that night because the moon were round and shiny and the ray flow into my room!

*So round and sparkling moon! Can see the moon clearly because two piece of my window glass were broken last year... Was not fix until today thanks to the only man in the house! >_< *

Felt energetic and more spirit-ful after had some moonlight bath~ The sun is coming up now, I'll better hide in my blanket before it burns a hole in me, bye!!!

Cutie On Set

Hey ya'll!!! How's Father's Day celebration? Well, mine was a lil bit messed up thanks to the restaurant but overall it was ok~ Will blog about that in the future...

Once you have your own child, your EVERYTHING is related to the child including YOUR BLOG!!!! I really can't escape to blog about him every time when I wanted to blog! Maybe some of you are getting bored of seeing his pictures invade all my blog posts SO WHAT? I will continue blog and blog about him until I'm bored of myself for being less creative...

Once again, my post has been invade by this cutie lil fella again... And see... He shows me 'WHO'S DA BOSS' look... =="

*Tell me!!! WHO'S DA BOSS??????*

By the way, looking at the picture reminds me he BROKE my sunglasses into PIECES which was a gift for me from my mother!!! (No, not the white one in the picture) I don't even have the time to yell 'NNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!' then I heard 'pak'... He broke the sunglasses already!!! With a goddamn lightning speed!!! WTF! From that day onwards, NO MORE SUNGLASSES FOR HIM TO PLAY/TOUCH!

When they grow, they start to express their feelings... This happen everyday too. Me and Bun will make him laugh, sing songs, teach him something new... But when he do things we don't wish to see him do such as: put his hands on the window... We will 'Ei!!!' him and he will turn to us and show us this face:

*You say jia lat or not la!!! Like those TVB actress kena dera by other people... If people don't know will think I let him suffer a lot~*

We went to Jaya Jusco at AU2 one saturday afternoon for some walk... This was kinda long time ago incident too...

Jusco AU2 become one of my favourite shopping place because I like the environment there which have indoor and outdoor section. Besides that, people there tend to be more relax rather than having a shopping spree like Carrefour or something...

2nd reason I like there is because Watson's there have the brand Majolica Majorca. (Weeee~!!! Jusco Alpha Angle's Watson have this brand NOW TOO!!!! WEEEEEEEEEE~~~~!!!)

Back to the topic. We went there for walk + lil shopping to do + eat.

When we pass by the arcade centre, I wanna take some pictures of Xuan Xuan on the arcade machines! But I didn't spend coins you know, just let him sit for syok only.

*I personally think that Xuan Xuan looks like the character he's sitting on... LOL!*

*If you don't know, he likes to drive... Especially LOVE the steering!*

After walk, we head to Steven's Tea Garden (STG) for our lunch.

*This fella keep climbing onto the table.*

*And he wanted to taste everything that is consumable! Very strong curiosity he have. Hope he don't go and kill the cat X_X*

I will not say that food at STG are superb, but at least, to me, is quite nice, but not really worth the price. You can eat the same food at other mamak stalls in much lower price. But this time, I'll try what's recommended by my mum.

*Cheese Chicken Chop! My obsession!!! A must for me everytime I go STG!*

*Lamb chop, not really nice... according to Bun*

Xuan Xuan will behave okay when he's outside. You'll never know how he behave when he's at home. Totally headache I am!!! @_@

*I so wanna post him back to Ipoh sometime...*

*Post-It-Baby!*

*Teddy Bear Baby*

I think I've told you guys that he starts weaning already... And you know what? He just love half-boiled eggs!!!

*Got Egg?*

I'm now trying to capture as much magical moment of Xuan Xuan as I could because I know he will only grow up once. Each and every minute to spend with him is precious I don't want it to be wasted and forget just like that.

I even photoshop some of the pictures of some cute lil moments we all have together:

*My Current Desktop Background!!! Love It!!!*

*His dad black de so I put black background! XD*

*We kissed! Chu~*

Well anyway, will try my best to blog as often as I can! Do check back some time okay?!

Yay~ Can sleep already finally!!!