No Work, Shop Day

Today, went to MidValley, for briefing (bout the new project which is going to do start doing from next week onwards... And this project going to search for car owners and principal maintaners for their car which is new... NOT really brand new car la, from 12 months till 18 months old cars like that lo.... Haha... This project seems kinda hard for me, I have no confident I can do good in this project... *worries....>.<* Haihz....

Then, after the briefing, Me and Shu Qi go to walk walk and see see.... Haha.... I ate Tako Tao again!!! Haha.... It' so delicious I hope I can eat everyday!! XD But I think my face is become rounder and rounder and chubby till look like the Tako Tao already!!! >.<>

And after I ate the Tako Tao, me and Shu Qi decided to go to McDonalds, buy ourselves a fizzy drinks and sit down, chit chat... Our friend which is also working at the same place, same as Interviewer - Kevin, kinda can't believe that me and Shu Qi actually can talk for so many hours... But we really can... Kevin just sit for a while and then he go back because his friend will let him tumpang along.... hehe.... He only know how to USE people only la... XD haha

After talk for a 2 hours, we decided to go to Living Cabin to buy ourselves a notebook... We like to write out our feelings and our thoughts so that our brain won't full and lag... I really like to state out my thinkings and draw, write inside the book... I like to draw, anything, write anything I feel I like to... That makes me and my brain have the space to breath.... This world, is a world that makes people suffocating, and I choose writing on books, writing on blogs, take pictures, drawing to release my tense and my stress....

*Living Cabin - a lovely shop which sells lovely stuff, souveniers.... ^_^*

*Lovely notebook - RM5.90... State my thought in a piece of remember...*

After we bought notebook from Living Cabin, we went to a place called Yoyo Snack to have a drink and sit down... *Drink again.... haha* Me and Shu Qi really start writing... Anything that comes into my mind I'll just write and draw... We write for bout 30 mins... and then talk, and then continue write again... haha.... Until 9pm... OH YA!!! Forget to introduce you the NICE, YUMMY RED BEAN ICE DRINK!!!! Haha....

* we got the number '4'.... the number '4' is something bad in the cultural of Chinese and Japanese... In Japan, the cross junction also known as 'shi kai'... means death world.... Hmm... Not a really good number... But.... this number brings....

*Nice, Tasty, Delicious, Red Bean Ice!!!! YUMMY~ ^o^*

Although we didn't do anything that makes money today, but I feel good... Probably it's because I list out those thinking which appears deep from my mind and my heart... And I feel that I have space to put some more burden and things on my back again... I need to put down something to lift up something, I need to breath so that I won't suffocate, I need to move on from 2006 to 2007... Alot of things I feel like I already dump behind me, I won't recall all those things that happened in the year 2006 which cause me a pain in my heart, especially people... I will use a new personality, a new thoughts, a new way to manage my relatioship... The relationship I'm talking about is refer to friendship (Since I don't have any Love life... hehe)... And Hopefully this year will be a good year for me... Haha... Hopefully....

Office Spring Cleaning

Reach MidValley 310pm today... It's been a sunny day... Haha... I think will be a great day today? ( Or I'm just feel great because get to see the vampire again... haha XD) Went to Maybank and want to open an account with a waiver letter, mana tahu the waiver letter say need only RM10 to open an account, but when we ask the clerk there how much is the least ammount to open an account with waiver letter she said need RM50!!!!Shit!!! Where can I get such amount of money??? Haihz... Open an account in a bank is a good thing what, why need such huge amount of money??? Really don't understand why!!!
That clerk gave us a form to fill and bring it back tomorrow. I was cursing inside my heart.... haha XD No choice, I think I can sbmit my sccount to the company today and all my salary can go into the account.... But I guess not today....
Me and Shu Qi walk through all those restaurants near the Secret Recipe there, saw chillis, Secret Recipe(duh!), and some restaurants and bars I can't recall their name... Me and Shu Qi discussing bout when we get our salary can head to Chillis eats it RM20++ chocolate cake... CHOCOLATE~ *_* (drooling.....)
When we arrive the company, I was so scared that all the things I've done yesterday bout checking the vampire's email address and so on will be revealed and that vampire will angry of me or think I'm an insane... haha.... But luckily he didn't notice anything, He just keep working hard at his desk and we do our interview.... haha... *Lucky~* Shu Qi say his name sounds like Korean, and he looks like kinda mixed also... Haha... Don't know whether that he actually mixed Chinese with Korean or not? Hehe... But too bad he have a girl friend or fiancee(I saw his ring at his left hand....Is that a wedding ring or what?) Haihz.... Me and Shu Qi only can watch... haha.... But like Shu Qi said, at working place have one handsome guy to look at also can be very nice and fun too... Can be like an ecstasy pill or something that keeps us busy and happy... haha....
And at 6pm... comes the cleaner... They clean CHAIRS!!! All the chairs that those clerks sit, they clean it!

*First, they'll spray some strong, lemon smell bacteria killer spray to the chairs, full of foam..*

*2nd, they'll spray water to the whole chairs.... Those water looks fun!!!*

*This is where those water comes from... or actually those water is not a PURE WATER, something like comes with soap???*

*Finally, when the chairs are soaking wet, they'll use a vacuum to dry up those chairs... not 100% dry it out, just dry it like 30%, those chairs are still in 70% wet!!! Still cannot be seated...*
All those clerks are looking at me taking pictures of this whole cleaning process, some even laugh at me... My friends all call me insane... LOL! haha.... Never mind, I just gain some knowledge today - How to Clean a Chair!!! Haha XD This is something new to me...
After that, we went to Jaya Jusco to search for food.... I don't know is it me only or there's also people same like me, when I'm in a budget or just left a small amount of money, I really feel like want to eat alot of foods... Feel like wanna try put all those small food stalls and eat until I'm REALLY FULL! But I know I can't because not enough money!!! T_T Somebody mind to donate me money??? Hehe.... So today DIINNER OF THE DAY is......
TADAAAAA!!!!

*Tako Tao desu!!!! This food is soooooooo delicious I will eat 30 balls of it!!!! Every balls inside have some very nice, tasty filling. Mine is Chicken Ham & Cheese and Shu Qi ate Prawn... There's also the original flavour - Tako(which means squid) and Unagi(Eel)... Hehe... I like this food alot, although 3 balls cost for RM3.90.... T_T Kinda expensive.....*
LOL.... today's most busy schedule is keep watching handsome vampire doing what... Haha... Working is so boring when there's nothing nice to watch, don't you think so??? Haha!!

Working Days

Can't online like I used to be.... T_T
That's why now also have to sacrifice my sleeping time to update my blog... haha...
Today is the 3rd day I work as a Survey Officer... Although this job can earn alot of money and can gain alot of experience and knowledge... BUT I think I can't earn as much as others... Haha... I way too soft hearted to become rude or act skillful like them.... I think people like me are going to starve and later become beggar... haha....
Erm... these days really think alot of things and trying to count and want to balance my account like what I've spent and What I've earn... haha... I don't think I earn what I spent... SO possibly my account will be negative by the time... haha.... So bad luck for me and my account... Watching everyone so eager to earn more money... I was like: I'll get my chance when the time comes.... Haihz.... Too lazy to earn money? Or I'm just lazy??? Full of lazyness inside my bones...

My survey company.... which located at the 18th floor of a buliding called....

Menara IGB.... which have a very good security system and just located beside MidValley Megamall... haha... When we don't have interview to do due to lack of respondents, we can go window shopping around MidValley and at the same time recruit people... haha... What a good One Stone Two Bird....
Today was a bad luck day for me because I didn't get to do any of the interviews... There's only 3 respondents and 3 of my friends took it( or actually can say I give them do first... hehe.... I shy to took it also... Have to let my friends do first ma... Haha...) So I come back with the result of an egg... haha... But never mind, just treat today as an outing day lo... haha

I saw this scene while me and Shu Qi waiting or the bus to come at the South Court Bus Stop... Sunset... Seeing the sun go down and shine in the other part of the earth makes me feel like winding down my day also... Kinda peaceful....

*There's a vampire working inside Synovate... Shu Qi, although you hope he's the one for me, but I only can tell you he's not... He's in a relationship T_T *wu~~~~*, what a bad luck of the day....*

First Meme c/w Movies

LOL... I was wondering what andy told me in the chatter box that someone meme me... haha XD That time I still couldn't understand what actually is a meme until thiamhin told me... haha... Alright, it's like tagged or something like that.... Since I'm been meme-ed... So I'll continue this process...
I have been watching movies since I was small, comedy, sad, blockbuster, sci-fi, animation, horror, thrill, all kinds of movies... Until recent few years, I start to realise the message trying to be tell to the audience in the movie... I try to find all kinds of message, all kinds of thinking and thoughts the director try to tell the audience... And now, I will share these movie to you guys:

Moon Child

I like this movie alot... This movie talk about year 2045, after the Asia's economy collapse, people all over Asia live in a country called Mallepa... All kinds of people live there, Japanese, Koreans, Taiwanese, Hong Kongs, all kinds of people... And there's 3 kids who do stuff illegally like snatch theft, robbery and so to live on... and these 3 kids met with a vampire, they grow up together, play together, fight together... This movie talks about people, in real life, and the feelings and bonds with each friends... And you won't really believe the ending that you're going watch in the end of this movie, It's kinda unbelievable... Starring Gackt, Hyde, Wang LeeHom.

Shimotsuma Monogatari

This is a movie based on novel... Two girls, two different characters, two world, collapse together and BANG! Here comes the Shimotsuma Monogatari. Momoko(Kyoko Fukada) act as a girl which is so obsessed with 18th Century Rococo period that she wish that she was born on that time. She acts like a princess, elegant, pretty, wears fluffy dress and buys dress from a famous Japan Lolita Label - Baby, The Stars Shine Bright. Another side, Ichigo(Anna Tsuchiya) who is Yankees knows Momoko accidentally throught the magazines which sells 2nd hand stuff, and start to be friends with Momoko and follows her wherever she go. After they become friends, alot of funny and interesting things happened. Be sure to watch for yourself and laugh hysterically!!! XD

All About Lily Chou-Chou(Lily Chou-Chou no subete)

This movie brings a deep impact to me last year when I first watch this film. 14 years old. Rebellous period. In Japan, teenagers create alot of problems. They have fun together, but also, they hurt each other. Bully casses in Japan are so serious, some even kill their class mates just for fun. This movie brings you deep into the heart of the teenagers in Japan, let you feel the reality side of them, and let you find a new definition of teenagers.

City Of Angels

This movie definitely brings alot of tears and opinions change to angels. Starring Nicholas Cage and Meg Ryan, this is a love story, but yet with a sad ending. Who say angels are all very angelic and pretty and stays in a good codition in heaven and wears fluffy white dress with white wings? This story's angel all wear black, long wind coat, they can't feel anything, don't have feelings of happy, sad or anything, they just couldn't feel anything! Feel pity for these angels... And there's one very angel which have very strong curiosity about the world and the heroin teaches that angels alot of things. They fall in love with each other but this lead to a sad ending. Remember to stand by one pack of tissue besides your couch before you play the movie.

Edward Scissorhands

Another sad yet thoughtful movie... I really like the idea of this movie, almost like Frankenstein but Edward have a very gentle heart and tries his best to be good to those people around them. But not these human creatures are evil, those real life human are the most evil and bad people I have ever seen. People have lust, bad ideas about others, and they spread rumours, they jealous... Why can people be kind a bit? And be good to others... At least like Edward... Which bring warmth to everyone's heart...

Ok!!! That's all folks! Haha... I've complete my sharing and now I'm going to announce the next MEME AWARD WINNER!!! The gold winner is..........Kei,the silver medal winner is Julian and the bronze medal winner is David Haha.... Keep the meme thingy going ya!!! Haha...

My Motorola L6 Photo Collection

I like to take photos... It's just that I don't have a nice and high resolution digital camera (T_T... anyone want to donate me a nice digital camera??? haha...) and last year July 2nd, I finally bought my first camera phone - Motorola L6...

haha.. although this camera comes without a memory card or memory slot(means it's memory space cannot be expand...which is a pain in my heart T_T) but with it's sleek design and colour of the phone which makes this phone look unique... I still feel happy about this new phone i bought... ^_^

Ok, back to the topic... Since I got this phone, I captured some of the moments that I found so amazing and memorial to me and sometimes, I use the phone to take some scenery photos that I think it's nice and seems thoughtful to me... haha.... and today I'm going to show some photos to you guys... ^^ maybe I'm lousy photographer, but whenever I take a shot of any picture, at the very moment, my feelings towards the photo is so unique that I can't describe with words... hmm... hard to imagine right? haha... never mind, here! take a look!

*It's rare to see clear blue sky with white clouds at Malaysia... I like this alot... We're going on to the mountain that time...those clouds are cute~

*these flowers blooms so nice and so big in shape and I couldn't resist to take it's photo!!! XD

*I took this photo yesterday, it's kinda cloudy that time, seems like going to rain, haha... This is the very very nice building which known as Petronas Twin Tower... Lots and lots of foreigner come to Malaysia just to take a look of this superb building! XD

* I took this photo while I was waiting for my parents at a coffee house... This err.... love shape( ya i know it don't look like a love, but I tried~ ) i made it with coffee and sugar... haha... kinda hard to control the sugar.... haha

*saw this playboy jeans skirt in the 3point6 shop... haha... althought it's a short skirt, this skirt's price is RM200++... an expensive skirt.... Is it because it have a gold label??? haha

*RAINBOW!! I saw this perfect scenery during my way to Son house... haha.... We all shout and scream in excitement in the car haha.... Luckily Qi didn't get into accident... Pheww~

*This actually is a moon... haha... It's brightness make the night scene more romantic and also, I enojy the moonlight shower that night.... haha XD

*If I just say without a prove, you won't really believe what I'm going to say... This Adidas bag actually cost RM1100!!! Can you see the label up there??? Wooaa.... This probably will be the most expensive sports bag I have ever seen!!!! Who will want to buy this bag??? Won't they feel this bag is a threat to their life? Probably snatch theft will aim for this bag and snatch it away...

*I really like this photo, the sun rays shine through the clouds... Erm... If you want me to describe any scene which is appropriate with this scene, you can imagine the animation Lion King, when Simba stand on top of the rock, and the sun shines down on him... Can you get the picture?? Haha... Only this picture's sun and clouds are gray in colour, the Lion King one is gold in colour... haha XD

*Looks like strlight isn't? But you're wrong, actually this is those light decoration I put inside my room... haha... Feels like the star are surrounding me while I was sleeping, so nice the situation... haha... Sleeping in the milky way?

*I took this photo inside a supermarket emergency exit. Beside the emergency ladder there's one glass window which allows the sun shines through and feels so bright and warmth... ^^

*This cake, which is so unique because before I modify this cake, it's a normal, white colour white chocolate cake. To celebrate my beloved friend - Kei's birthday last year November 22nd, me and couple of friends bought this cake and strawberries and modified it into a "Super Strawberry White Chocolate Cake Ver2" haha XD Pretty isn't?

These are all the pictures from my precious memories... I really appreaciate you guys takes a lot of time to read and look at the pictures... I'll keep on taking lots and lots of photos of things around me... Do leave some comments and too, share things around your life with me ^_^

The Song Survey

This survey dedicated to those people especially loves music... Haha...
This is the instruction how to do this survey:
1) put all your music in your player list
2) turn on the shuffle mode
3) answer each question based on the song title... No matter what is the title, even though it doesn't have any connection to the question, just write the song title as your answer

I've completed the survey... you can take it as an sample so you know how to play! ^^
Have fun!!!!

The Song Survey:
How are you feeling today?
- Future - Gackt
*I'm feeling future... kinda lost... AHH!!! MY FUTURE~ T_T

Will you get far in life?
- Iris - Goo Goo Doll
*Erm... Give up everything will far or not??? Haha... Iris, another sad song....

How do your friends see you?
- Aishiteru - Mika Nakashima
*Aww~ My friends loves me~ ^w^

Will you get married?
- They - Jem
*LoL... THEY're going to get married, not ME! Hahahaha XD

What is your best friend's theme song?
- Jyojyoshi(sorry if mistaken) - L'Arc~en~Ciel
*LoL... ya, this is my friend - Aira theme song... how bout you Kei???

What is the story of your life?
- Personal - Ueto Aya
*Ya, my life is a personal story

How can you get ahead in life?
- Longing - Gackt
*LOL~ longing... hmm... longing can get ahead ar? I wonder...

What is the best thing about you?
- Sakasama no chou - SNow
*Jigoku Shoujo's theme song... I'm like hell girl? Hahaha XD

What is today going to be like?
- Tsuki no Uta - Gackt
*Today full moon meh??? Haha XD Another sad song...aiks...

What is in store for this weekend?
- Mission in Poppipuru - Orange Range
*LOL~ the store got mission this weekend! XD

What song describes you?
- Tobenai Tsubasa - Lily Chou Chou
*Hmm... I think I'm doomed... This song is so so hopeless....

To describe your parents?
- Chrysantenum Stage(translated) -Jay Chou
*HAHAHA! My parents are Chrysantenum Flower??? HAHA!

To describe your friends?
- Hi no Tori - Mika Nakashima
*Fire Bird??? Hahahaha~ My friends are fire birds??? LOL!!! But they sure are CRAZY and HIGH enough~ Like fire....

To describe your grandparents?
- Onegai Senorita - Orange Range
*LOL!!! I think my grandparents going to dance~ HAHA XD

How is your life going?
- Gai Shi Ying Xiong(Hero of Hero) - Wang LeeHom
*Woo~ I'm going to become a HERO! XD

What song will they play at your funeral?
- Chimes - S.E.N.S
*LOL! This song ka? Sounds more like in temple or inside a deep deep forest...

How does the world see you?
- Sakurasou - Gackt
*Hmm... Beautiful??? Unique??? Haha XD

Will you have a happy life?
- Crescent Moon - Mika Nakashima
*I like moon, and this song is a happy song too... Haha... Happy Life ^_^

What do your friends really think of you?
- U+K - Gackt
*YAY!!! We're friends forever!! Haha!!! *Tsuki no mahou ga share a rilla......*

Do people secretly lust after you?
- Kirikirimai - Orange Range
*What does this mean???? Hahaha... Sound more like someone chasing after me and shout "KIRI!!! KIRI!!!"(CUT!!! CUT!!)

How can I make myself happy?
- Fed Up - Mika Nakashima
*I fed up to make myself happy??? Or I'm happy because I fed up??? O_O

Will you ever have children?
- LOL.... I dunno this song's composer or name... In O2JAM it's called Electro Fantasy...Hmm... Fantasy??? I won't have kids???

Will you have more friends later on?
- Izayoi no Tsuki - w-inds.
*I'll be having more friends after the 16th day of moon calender.. haha XD

Do you have enemies?
- Wasurenai Kara -Gackt
*I can't forget my enemies??? HAHA! XD Or my enemies can't forget me???

Do people secretly hate you?
- Dedicated to You - w-inds.
*LOL~ They dedicate their HATE to me??? How nice~ XD

What do you wanna do/happen to your enemies?
- Super Lover ~I Need You Tonight~ - w-inds.
*LOL!!! They'll become my SUPER LOVER??? Hahahaha....XD LMAO

Do people secretly like you?
- December Love Song -Gackt
*LOL~ A LOVE SONG!!! ^^ Means they like me? AWWW~ ^w^

Fireworks Festivals at Titiwangsa

What's the benefit that lives at a tenth floor condominium?
The answer is - can watch fireworks free and absolutely LIVE!!!

Year 2007 is a big year for Malaysia! We're going to celebrate our 50th Independent Day this year!And this year, will be the Visit Malaysia year too! How nice!! Our government built a 20 floor tall Ferris Wheel to attract tourist to Malaysia too...Despite all those negatives thoughts by people bout this Ferris Wheel project, I think it's nice to have something similar with Japan... There's a Ferris Wheel at Japan too! I forgot whether it's at Odaiba or Yokohama...Haha... Anyway, I really hope that Malaysia can make more improvement this year and really can say out loud and proud MALAYSIA BOLEH!Haha..

Since last Saturday there's an official launching for the Visit Malaysia 2007 programme, there's already 3 days continously having a fireworks performanceSo nice, and those fireworks last for 30 minutes... Must be billions of ringgits spent just to give those people who visit this country a pleasure of nice view~!

Well... I captured some footage of those fireworks... Will upload to share with you guys!

P.s. so nice can online at home and blog at home...

First Post Of The Year

Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
I know it might be late for me to greet, but late is better than nothing isn't? Ok, stop with those crap....
New Year, New Resolution... This year, I think it's a turning point for me because I'm going to turn 20 this year and there's no more the number "1" in my age!!! (T_T) I miss being young.... and I miss those crazy moments that I've been through with my friends all these years... but yet, I know those amazing moments are not going to stop if I reach the age 20, I know, I'll work harder to make sure miracles and amazing things really do happen to me or those people around me...
What else we can do in New Year?? Haha.... I think I'm kinda lost in this year also due to the end of my study and my high school life, there's no target for me to aim for or no objective that keeps me moving on... Kinda boring and lost in these few days... I think I already start wasting time in this very NEW YEAR... I'm so no use. haha XD
And another thing is I think this year is quite a bad start for me because I've met with alot of bad things and bad luck this year... I've become extremely POOR just at the begining of this year, and I meet with some stupid mat rempits(a.k.a stupid malay fellas who think they're very good in showing some STUPID motor skills)that makes my car bumper half drop!!! And I get scolded by my mum after I tell the truth! WHAT'S WRONG I TELL THE TRUTH???? AT LEAST I TELLdidn't I???Haihz... How am I going to cope through those bad things that is going to happen in the next 11 months and 23 days? Oh~ who please come rescue me!!! I think there's been a bad feng shui for me, I better start to learn some feng shui tips and change my fate before my fate change ME! haha....

*I think I have to sleep a while and keep my mind clear! I think I can't continue with this post... - I NEED SOME SLEEP!!!*

The Last Day of Year 2006

There's alot of things happened in this year... If I have to list out all the things that happened this year... I think my fingers will break into 2 parts... haha... So I'll cut it short since I'm inside a freezing cold Cyber Cafe at Desa Setapak... haha....
First, the most important incident I remember this year is I hae been through alot of difficulties and sadness that I've done something terrible to myself.... I attempted to kill myself with blazors... I couldn't stand the pain that this reality gives me, I try to suicide, but I didn't make it cos I still have some hope for things in the future... I search for help, I went to see doctor... That doctor really understands what I need and understand what I'm trying to say... Of course, she's a doctor...(duh!!) haha... But I feel thankful to her because is she that made my mum realise what I need....
The 2nd thing that happened in 2006 which brings sopme really deep impact to me is I run away from home... haha.... OK.... let's cut it short.... NEXT!!
3rd thing is I have made some new friends which are my juniors in Setapak High School... Recently we really often hang out with each other and celebrating festivals together too... haha... I wish that our friendship could last forever also... Just like with SEISYUN-tachi...
and the 4th thing is Hana.... I couldn't really understand her changes towards her lifestyle and all the things she have done and said with all people... I just can hope that she'll understand and realise what she's doing and can redo all the things that she have mistakenly done... I really hope that she can become the cute cute Hana that we know....
5th is I HAVE A BLOG WHICH IS THIS BLOG! I started to become a blogger this year and quite dedicated to it... haha... CHEERS FOR MY DEDICATION OF BLOGGING...(although I didn't really post much...haha)
At this moment, the freezing air cond is still blowing cold winds, I can't really recall any more important incident of 2006... haha....
Ok... I'll quit my bullshit.... and at this very last day of year 2006, I wish everyone

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

May all your wish will come true...

Bad things end and Good things starts....

May everyone find your own happiness!! ^_^

FUCK YOU STPM!!!!!

Beating up an innocent child, tyheir wounds can be heal...
Crushing in a car accident, those injuries can be heal...
But...
TAKING STPM CAN BE THE MOST WORST THING YOU'LL EVER DO IN YOUR LIFE!!!!
those no brain teacher give you some stupid question which were least expected to come out during exam time.... They will like to hurt your brain, make you suffer till you wanna die and last.... YOU GET A FAIL IN THE RESULT!!!
FUCK YOU STPM EXAMINORS!!!!!!!!!!!!
you guys have any idea how many of our brain cells will die during one exam which is 3 hours long and all in esssay form???
YOU THINK WE ALL ARE GENIUS AR????
STUPID!!!!
go try and sit in the class for 9 times in a row answer all those question that I ask you la!!!! EVERY PAPER 3 HOURS!!!
Waste time, waste money, waste trees only la you guys.....
Hopefully those trees save some grudge for you all!

P.s: my monitor crashed T_T..... no post with photos....T_T

Leonid Meteor Shower

Woo hoo~ Friends from North America and Western Europe... Be sure to look high up in the sky this weekend... Because the LEONID METEOR SHOWER is going to give you guys' sky a really good and nice bath!
Saturday 18 Nov : 11:45p.m.
Sunday 19 Nov: 4:45a.m.
At the peak, these two locations can see up to 150 shooting stars per hour! 150 SHOOTING STARS PER HOUR!!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT MEANS???? YOU CAN WISH FOR 150 WISHES MAN!!! IN AN HOUR!!! COOL!!! XD
Here's some tips on how to watch:

1. Precise prediction of meteor showers is an infant science, so those in position to observe the possible outburst should plan to head out a half-hour before the predicted peak, allowing eyes time to adjust to the dark, and stay out for up to a half hour after the expected peak.
2. No special equipment is needed. Telescopes and binoculars are of no use.
3. A lounge chair or blanket and warm clothes are all you need.
4. Find a dark location with a clear view of the Eastern horizon. Lie back, face East, and scan as much of the sky as you can . You never know exactly where a Leonid will appear.

Tips from: Yahoo!News

Here's a photo captured at Beijing at 19 Nov 2001...

More news? Please visit:Strong Leonid Meteor Expected This Weekend

Light A Million Candles

UP TO 20,000 CHILDREN APPEAR IN PORNOGRAPHIC IMAGES ONLINE EVERYDAY

LIGHT A CANDLE AND HELP END THE SEXUAL ABUSE OF CHILDREN ONLINE

With your help we can eradicate this evil trade. WE DO NOT NEED YOUR MONEY. We need you to light a candle to support.

We're aiming to light at least one million candles by 31 DECEMBER 2006. This petition will be used to encourage governments, financial institutions, payment organisations and internet service providers to eradicate the commercial viability of online child pornography.

They have the power to work together. You have the power to get them to take action.

REGISTER YOUR SUPPORT:

www.lightamillioncandles.com

This is what I read and be informed by Reader's Digest... I don't know that there are actually so many children missing and there are so many cruel things done to them... Including pornographic... That's so EWWWW! Adult which do those porn stuff by their own will are accepted because they know what they're doing are they willing to do that BY THEMSELVES! But why involve those innocent children which suppose to live free and happily??? This world so doomed nowadays so PLEASE GO LIT YOUR OWN CANDLE!!! PLEASEEEEE!!! Thanks for your support. I know that someday your good deeds will be repay in some other ways... Believe me.... ^^

Faith:Trust:Truth

How many people can really say that they're loyal to their partner?
Do you dare to ask yourself?
Do you dare to speak out load that you're LOYAL?
Don't speak so loud first if you haven't meet the TEMPTATION of your life!
A believable person will do some unbelievable things...
Have faith, trust in somebody 100%, but... become something that'll be the pain of your life...
How come human born with a greedy heart?
Do you think you still have options in your life once you step into the red carpet?
The answer is NO! Did you hear me??? NOOO!!!
What only means to you is YOUR FAMILY..... To take care of them, get close and buld up a good relationship with them, be with them till the end of your life... There's no other options...
But why somebody have to make the game complicated??? They think they're really playing games??? They think they have the cheat code to make the game more exciting, more fun, and won't die??? FUCK OFF LA! There's no such thing ok!!!???
I really don't know what is going on... In this world, there's so many things happening, but why such bad thing happened around me? WHY? I still half believe what she told me but till I saw the essay! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!!! Do you know you wrote such DISGUSTING thing and you still dare to save it in your own computer!!!??? How old are you? Do you think your action bring you back to your youth time again??? You dun SIAO la! Only bring you to hell ok? Do you think of what your family thinks? What your wife will think and feel? What your daughter will feel??? Do you care their feelings when they discover your action??? You don't really hope that they'll fogive you isn't??? You really brain have problem liao! X_X
Is there anyone I can trust??? Anyone that can 100% loyal? I don't think so.... After what happened in these few days... I don't think I'll ever trust anyone 100% again.... Even the most kind-looking person cheat, what about the rest of the people in this world?
My feeling is so SUCK right now..... WORLD SUCKS, LIFE SUCKS....
The FAITH is so FRAGILE, The TRUST is UNWORTHY, The TRUTH is so PAIN and HURT.
*truth.... hurts....*

Death Note Gang

Here's some photos that I just received from Pei yue's camera...
hahahahahaha.... What a DEATH NOTE GANG! XD
**chicken, Kei, Me, Potato**
*I'm holding the Death Note movie tickets... haha... then Kei like showing some tricks, slowly her hands appears holding the movie ticket also... lol.... Ivy and Qi laugh like hell....XD*

*after the movie, we decided to take photo with the advertisement box.... LOVE DEATH NOTE SOOOOOO MUCH!!!! hahahaha.... But I know I look like ghost anyway... hahaha XD*

*Qi really looks like she's holding the apple right???? hahahaha XD good effect!!! I know I try to stand and pose like L, but anyways, I still sucks.... =P.....*

But no matter what~ HAPPY "L" DAY~ MINNA-SAN~ ^O^*
May today be one of our sweet memories and keeps in all our hearts and accompany us.... till end....
*Lol... i sound like a priest~ XD

Song of Lonely

This book is called "Song of Lonely"... another masterpiece by a Taiwan novelist - Hiyawu...
I bought this book few days ago, and also, finish reading it few days ago... Hiyawu said that when he finish wrote this book, He feel "afraid" and "joyful".... kinda confusing isn't? He say, the "afraid" part is that he feels he reveal too many of himself, th REAL him in this book... this make him feel insecure...When a novelist is writing some of his secrets, he needs alot of courage to do that, but unluckily, he's not that kind of brave person, so he feel afraid... but at the other side, he feel "joyful" because he dare to take the first step, to reveal those secrets which lives inside his heart, he feels that when he finish wrote this book, the first sun ray which shine through his window are different from the other days... feel fresh and new... ^_^
To me, after I read this book, honestly, I do feel lonely... Very lonely.... Those lonely feelings are like bursting out from the deepest of my heart, conquering my mind, my thoughts, my perspectives and everything of me... How many people actually do admit that they're lonely? How many people do really reveal their loneliness in them? In this world, everyone cover up their loneliness by homework, work, housework, and every excuses that they can find around them, just to escape from admit that actually they're lonely... Don't get me wrong, the lonely which I refer to is the strong feelings that you'll cry whenever your heart start to realise it, not that one which cannot satisfy from sex they have or friends they have... Alone doesn't mean Lonely... Lonely doesn't mean you're not alone....
Have you ever try that you're laughing with your friends, but yet you feel that those laughters can really fill your heart, your heart still have something missing? Have you ever try to stand in the middle of the road, start to looking at the sky and feels that no one in this world know anything about you? Have you ever try to say something to your friends but still you couldn't find any words that is suitable to describe the feelings which lies deep inside your heart that you swallow all those words you wanna say to your friend? Have you ever sit at the corner of your room during evening, lights off, you put your knees in front of your chest, and started to looking outside of the window, feel very helpless that you wanna cry? These are just some lonely expressions which is so undescribable but yet so REAL...
Loneliness is not something that can be share among friends, lovers or parents... It's just a very special feeling which belongs to you, yourself, alone... Only you're the one who can truly understand the loneliness of yourself, others can't... People around only can try to understand, try to say some good words to make you feel better, but they can't feel what you feel - lonely. In every aspects, there's an existance of loneliness... In parent-child relationship, in friendship, in love... There's loneliness inside them... Maybe you'll say, I have everything I need, a pair of good parents, a bunch of good friends and a very understanding and caring lover/partner... but you know what? You're just trying to cover-up the loneliness inside you... There's nothing can be describe as perfect... Same as human, people can't be 100% perfect, you're just lying to yourslef that you're OK and you don't feel lonely... But when sky is in black colour, the city starts to sleep, people around you start to disappear, the true feelings from your inner heart starts to tell you how it feels... It feels Lonely~
Probably you'll start to question me: What's the point of this post? I just wanted to tell you, Loneliness can't be share, I just try to spill out all those loneliness inside my heart, but still, the loneliness inside my heart are not reduce... Just become stronger... Maybe I just try to search for someone who admits that they're lonely too... and they agree about what I say about lonely... that's all....

L Day!!!

Today we went to KLCC to watch DEATH NOTE!!! XD
I'm so excited bout this trip! XD hahahhahahaha

I thought I was going to play Dance Dance Revolution 4th Mix at 12pm something

But I feel very lazy and sleepy when I woke up at 1030am....

the phone i keep on hit the snooze button...

My phone will snooze every 8 mins... from 1030am snooze till 1215pm...

You say la, what am I? I'm wondering how many times I hit the snooze button... haha

then, I thought I can done make up in half an hour... means from 1215-1245pm
Mana tahu when i finish bath... already 1235PM O_O""""

And I'm kinda slow motion people.... Arrgghh~ going to be late again....

LATE QUEEN! X_X

then when i arrive Wangsa Maju LRT already 1:20pm... GOMEN NE~ MINNA-san...

I quickly rush into the bathroom with Qi and Kei... I draw my black eyes first and then draw Qi de and then draw Kei de... Pei Yun say that I look like someone with Leukimia.... hahahahaha And then I try to pretend as The Grudge de Kayako with that horrible Ju-On sound, they feel very afraid then quickly run out from the toilet... It was fun... But one thing that is not fun is the toilet very hot... we're wearing long sleeves and new shirts so it totally didn't suck our sweat like all other t-shirt does.... arrgghh.... I hate sweat... Feel very uncomfortable... =.=""

Btw, we dress up like L.... and make up like L.... and try to pertend as L....

But none of us have his intelligent.... He's genius.... XD

*L!!! - today only I know his name is L Lawliet....*

KLCC, a place which full of different people and always pack in the weekend...

and today, so coincidence, it's weekend.... haha

We rush there and reach teh cinema entrance by 210pm.... I was so afraid that we couldn't make it on time and our seats will be forfitted and give to the others to buy on the spot... but LUCKILY, we make it on time... Today there's 8 of us - Me, Pei Yue, Kah Hoe(Potato), Kok Cheong(Kam Sao), Qi, Ivan(Qi's boyfriend a.k.a Ivy), Kei, Chee Ken(Kei's boyfriend a.k.a Chicken)... and all in WHITE COLOUR t-shirt, Jeans and sport shoes.... ahhahahahah... looks like those who went to temple to pray... hahahahhaha... We're a bunch of insanes... After collect the ticket, we wait for Kam Sao and Pei Yue to come to the cinema to meet us... and while wating, we found something fun... There's a white box with a fake manequin baby lying in the lullaby but that baby is in Duck Shit Green colour and no hands some more and bleed some more (fake blood la of course) But that baby looks really Ugly! hahahaha! That Ivy very hand intchy go to shut down the volume of the crying sound of the baby cos he say very noisy... Then we all laugh like hell cos he really do that! hahaha Then Pei Yue arrive liao, I quickly pull Pei Yue to go that white box there. At first, she scare to get near, she walk near little by little... hahahaha... then, I go to maximize the volume, until maximum... That crying sound quickly grab all those people which line up at the ticket booth there all wondering whose baby crying... hahahaha SO FUN!

We're so hungry, we decided to eat something befoer we go into the cinema. That time was 230pm (That movie starts at 310pm).... And what food will be the best choice when you're hanging out a bunch of crazy friends??? The answer is fast food... hahahahahaha.... We decided to eat McDonalds... XD We search for the seats, and found a very nice seat loaction just beside the window... Can see KL City's building and the fountain at KLCC.... haha..... Pei Yue say eat McDonalds with us can see all kinds of method eating the meal... hahahahaha.... We sure taught her alot of things aren't we? XD haha....

We eat till 310pm... Took alot of pictures while having our meal.... And we go inside the cinema (box 2) while they're playing the last few advertisements... haha... When we walk inside, I can see there's only one row with empty space.. The G row, which menas OUR SEATS! The whole cinema FULL!!!! Waa~ you can see the POWER of DEATH NOTE! XD and then, I know there's some people who are watching us cos we're all in white colour shirt... especially those who sit in front of us... A bunch of ABC, or we should call them Banana.... We can see them whispering in each others ears and start turning back and looking.... Ok, I know we're special... But we don't really bother bout people looking... We just do what we like to do that's all... Ok... The show starts....

Dunno which fucking person brings laser pointer into the cinema, while the movie is showing, that person keep playing with his laser pointer point at the screen! It's sooooo annoying until few of us keep shout "WEI!!!" at that person.... then... that person start to be good a little bit.... then, here comes another stupid incident... We all are trying to pretend like L... of course, our posing and sitting style also.... Will be same like L.... Then, one of the girl which sits in front of me, turn back and say: Please don't shake your legs... OK! Here comes the very mysterious part... L sits like monkey which his legs are on the chair, of course we're doing that too... There's no legs which touches those chairs in front, who is shaking HER SEAT???? ^_^"""" SEE???!!! Something weird is going on.... hahahahahahaha Qi saw that girl say something to me and she ask Kei what happened... Kei told her and Qi say in kinda high voice: Tell that stupid no one is shaking her seats la!!!! Ok... after some of my observation, there's only be 4 suspects which will be commiting this crime:

a)Ivy B)Chicken C)Potato D)Kam Sao....

And the answer is... none of us! Aiks... after the whole movie, I ask them who got shake legs, no one admit = no lo! then Qi and Kei starting to scold and say something bout that girl... Even call her a bitch... ^^".... Then, we're like WOW! Something going to happen if we're still not leaving... hahahaha.. Luckily that girl didn't notice or didn't put this matter in her heart.... We went to Kinokuniya to find out some of the death note secrets... and you know what? We saw them again... OK, they win in quantity.... But we win in quality.... hahahaha XD That's so satisfying....

Pei Yue went backright after we leave Kinokuniya, Kei and Chicken went back also, then left Ivy, Qi, Me, Potato and Kam Sao... We went to Lecka Lecka to eat some yummy ice cream... Then went back to Wangsa Maju... Me, Potato and Kam Sao went to JJ to play some arcade games... I played Dance Machine for 2 times, they play Time Crisis... Then we went to BRJ AGAIN...==" I think I'm going to get a VIP card from BRJ for going that mamak restaurant almost 5 times a week.... @_@... Everytime Teh 'O' Ice Limau, Everytime Nasi Lemak Ayam tak mau peha mau dada.... Everytime sit at least 2 hours! SIAO EH~ BRJ is my second home... haha XD

Starry Starry Night

Been sick for 2 weeks.... voice change -> become totally unspeakable...
Stupid weather... haha
now still coughing... sighs.... hard to sleep at night...
I modified my room Sunday... with some Christmas Decorating Lights...
I LOVE my ROOM!!! ^o^

*become romantic.... ^_^*
Ok.... with these nice feelings inside me... I'm going to tell something....
Tell something to a girl which name Hana....
We've been knowing each other for 2 years plus... With those precious memories that you've been through with me, I really cherish you, as one of my best friend, one of the member of SEISYUN.... but you know... things changed... you changed, I changed too... I can't really remember which day onwards, you start to show us your true colours... You start to taking advantange on us, and slowly, you become someone that I don't know today... I feel very sad that you actually treat us like just one of your normal friends... Probably we're someone that is more than normal friends, but still you ask yourself: Did you really treat us specially? Did you really trust us? Did you really know and understand us? I can give you the answer: NO.... You actually don't know any of us... don't you? And as the same, we don't know you, we don't understand you... the REAL you.... Whenever something happened to you, we're not the first one to know... We ask you, you say you don't know... We let you speak yourself... and this make us don't understand you more... If you want us to understand you, why don't you just tell us your problem? Why don't you just let us know the REAL you? To be honest, I know you know that I'm angry bout the surprise party on you birthday don't you? I know you know... But still, we're so disappointed even though you say ARIGATOU to us at the end... Those broken exciteness cannot be cover up by those fake smiling face from each of us... Deep inside, I know that each of us are so diappointed... You don't trust us? That's why you throw tantrum??? Each of us, so deep believe you that you won't reject so hysterically... but still, you're angry at the end... You know how we feel when we untie your hand and your eye cover? We feel ashame...angry... mad... all kinds of feelings blend in together.... mixed up! We don't even know what kind of face expression we have to show you except we walk faster and show you our speechless back... We're so sad... That night... We went to Thai Club... Everything was so nice, until you start to disappear with Ren... I was curious, where you go with him... and then... I saw you and him... sitting at stairs... your at his lap... crying i guess... then you sleep at his shoulder... I wanted myself to cool down... I hold back all my emotions... try to approach you see what happened that makes you walk out from the club... I saw you crying.... I was shocked... I don't dare to ask you anything... Because I know it will be useless... You tell me It's him... Takumi... That time, I really pity you... Because I know for this relationship, you've been through alot of emptyness and blank in your head know nothing to do... and then... you do something that really makes me feel I'm so stupid to pity you... You dance with Ren... you approach him... Slow dance... Me and Chee Lup stare at you guys, know nothing to say.... Just staring.... I was like a stupid fool looking... You know? Did you know that I was looking at you??? YOU KNOW OR YOU DON'T KNOW??? IF YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND, WHY YOU DO THAT TO ME???? YOU KNOW I LIKE REN RIGHT??? WHY???? CAN YOU ANSWER ME WHY???? I WOULD BE VERY PLEASURE TO LISTEN A SATISFYING ANSWER FROM YOU!!! DON'T TELL ME YOU'RE DRUNK! I KNOW YOU'RE NOT! WE ALL KNOW THAT! You start to being a queen, asking for this and that from me, because you know that i won't reject your request, you show off in front of other SEISYUN members for something they haven't done before... especially Qi... you make her really pissed off with your behaviour... Bout your Thai Club behaviour... Don't you know it's a very shameful things to always tell other people your lame stories??? In front of us you dare to say you go dance with a POLE???? THAT TIME I WAS SO SHOCK!!! I really get the SHOCK OF MY LIFE! How could you make yourself so CHEAP??? Going that kind of place is not a very good idea though, you make yourself on the podium some more??? GIVE ME A BREAK! We all know that your dance movement not very good though.... SO DON'T MAKE FUN OF YOURSELF! DON'T EVEN TRY TO SHOW OFF THOSE GUYS NAMES IN FRONT OF QI!!! WHAT NICK, ART.... DO YOU KNOW SOMEONE THAT NAME FUCKER???? Until today, 8th NOVEMBER 2006... me and Qi already started to treat you as normal friends... we've try to tell you what we feel, ask you to take care of yourself... but still you don't listen... You even make up stories with your own... There's too many things you've done in our back... You're not making yourself suffer only... as your BEST FRIEND, I worry bout your health, body and mind everyday... It's making me tired... I think it's best that I just put your things aside, correct? In fact, you don't really need us after all... You got your cousin sister, those TAR college guys that makes you feel fun at outside world... You're not the Hana I know 2 years ago... I know people change... I accepted your changes... So, please allow my changes towards you also... It's not fair for me to accept what you've done only right? So, friend, here's my last advise to you... If you really think outside world is more fun and exciting than be with us, I'll let you free and you may go... If you wish to become a girl that I don't really recognise...so from that time on, we're just friends... normal friends... Bond between us are broken... there's nothing can be hold back anymore... so Take Care of yourself... But no matter what, we still care for you and welcome you back... with our open heart... Love You Always, Reiko...