Dear Qi,

"Happy 21st Birthday!!!! Dear Qi!"

Sorry I can't tell you that directly... So busy these days that my head will burst... Not knowing how many hours sleep, how many hours awake... That day you saw me online for 1 second right? My pc jammed and I have to restart everything again~ The pc is like tofu, can be destroy very easily...

Read your blog just now, saw that you're happily enjoying your life over there... Good good! Hehe~ At least you're happy like on the cloud nine now right? Haha~

When was the last time I hear you voice? Year 2007 September 30? Yeah~ I guess so... Miss you so much that I will cry now...

You're already 21! Adult at last! The youngest sis in Seisyun has finally turning to be an adult. What a shock! Time does flies! I still can remember your cute, tiny little face back in Form 1... Haha~ Those days we used to run out from school before class start and went to Aneka and buy some UK magazines that costs bucksss.... LOL!(By the way, no more Aneka already... This shop was closed...Now that shop lot become steamboat restaurant. V_V)

I remember I argue with your mum in phone, times we're kinda cold and not close to each other when we're in different class, times we trained kawad kaki so hard, I intro GLAY to you and Kei, you intro Gackt to me, we're in the class of ART - the most nonsense stream subject in the whole S.M Chong Hwa, transfer school together, bought the same bag, same bento... etc... So many things we do together...

You're the strongest bond between every member in Seisyun, without you, we're kinda losing connection to each other... Haihz... I'm one fail president right?

Anyway, really hope I can see you, your cute face next year during Chinese New Year! Hope that Seisyun can gather together again and create some awesome memories again!

Best Wishes,
Reiko

Dear Kei,

Sorry, I wasn't there to celebrate your 21st birthday. Hmm... To me, I think this turning adult thingy is something important in ones lifetime.

I never wrote you a letter right? Even small notes... When we're studying during high school period, I used to write small notes and pass it to Qi or Aira... But I realise I didn't do such thing with you... Why ar???? Maybe its because between you and me there's nothing we can't talk to each other directly?

I still remember those gloomy days of mine... When I see no future in my life... Knowing no one who can help me, I called you... Yes, you and your family helped me through. This is something that I'll never forgot for my whole life. Wounds leave scars in my heart, what you leave is something warm that will nourish my heart for my whole life.

I still remember, my impression of you when we used to study in the same class during Form 1... You're always with guys! You chat with them (about Pokemon! Gosh~ I don't even know all the pokemon characters name! X_X), you play with them... Watching you laugh so happily with them everyday~

You never show people your sad face... Is it because you feel insecure to show people your weakness? I don't know, but I hope you will always remember that I'm always here to listen to you and borrow you my shoulders if you're finding someone to cry with...

Sorry for my long missing... It's kinda tough period for me to go through nowadays. Being a mum ain't easy at all. My time is not my time anymore. So many things to do, to learn... Not even have time to take a deep breath or take a long nap...

I don't know whether I can still be the Reiko that I used to be... I'll try my best to ok? Hope that those cheerful days won't just be a memory that lies deep inside our heart... I will try to make things alive... I promise.

Last but not least, Happy 21st Birthday~ Kei!

Warm Wishes by,
Reiko

IF...

Finally, I understand the meaning of "IF"...

The truth is, "IF" doesn't exist...

Photoshop is ❤Love❤

Yes, I told you guys I was busy~ I didn't lie to you guys! I'm really busy like hell recently...@_@ Almost pengsan I can say...

First of all, my time usage priority is for my son lo~ Whenever he wakes up, I have to wake up too... No matter what time it is... 4a.m. ka, 6a.m. ka, 7a.m. ka... Whenever he wakes up, he needs someone to accompany him... Abo he'll make noise so loud until you can't sleep... @_@

My son seldom take afternoon nap... So whenever he sleeps, inside my heart there'll be somekind of celebration!(Because I can't celebrate physically, so I might as well celebrate inside my heart! LOL!) Because his nap time is my own PRIVATE TIME which I can do things I want!!!

First, I'll start doing phone covers... The business is going on but not really many orders receive... So if you like blingy things please click here! (Hard sell again! LOL!)

Second, if there's no phone cover to do, I will do some houseworks such as sweep floors la, lap floors la, wash clothes la.... And look around the house and think what can I do...(Swt! I put the houseworks in the 2nd place... You guys must think that my house was messy right? YEAH! IT IS!!! =_=""")

Third, If there's really nothing I can do, I'll do one thing that I love so much that I made this my hobby lately! PHOTOSHOPing~

Kei give me the software, after setup, I don't know what the heck is going on actually!

Those words like brushes, art history brush, dodge tool, burn tool, smudge, layers, what-so-ever la... These nouns represents ??? to me...

To full use photoshop, I go to Deviant Art and take a look. I think if there's heaven for human being, there's heaven for PhotoshopERS too!

There's so many tutorials and application resources inside that you feel like wanna download it all!!! ^w^

I just learned some basics... And now I show you some of my works... Don't laugh, I know it's ugly!

*This is what I do when I haven't see or learn any tutorials online. If you guys wonder how the background was made, it was my wedding photo actually! I place the phone cover on the Rose Bouquet that I'm holding while taking this photo! Haha! XD*

*This is something simple, some border brushes and brightness/contrast adjustment*

*Yesterday one of the customer wanna see how her phone cover is, so I made this. Don't know how you guys feel, I think somehow it looks like Juicy Couture thingy...hmm...*


*And this is another customer too, who wanted to see which design suits best, so... 7 design in 1... Use up alot of time to do this...Need to resize and everything... Gosh O_O*


And now I'll show you what I made this morning....TADAA!

from THIS:

TO THIS:

*LOL~ Not proud of it... but I think this is the best I can do at this moment... Didn't do much kakitangan on my face... Just put alot of effort at the background and decoration thingy*

If you guys have some awesome photoshop tips, maybe you can share with everybody here!!! ^_^

About Me, Myself

Recently, I opened all those pictures files and view again all those old pictures of me and my friends... About what I had been through last year...

I was once so carefree, freedom and joyful person (Not that now I'm suffering, but compare to before, now I'm kinda not that happy like I used to be...)

Look back at all those pictures, there's many different emotions appears inside my heart... But the strongest of all is - Will I ever enjoy life like this again?

I wanna become a beautiful lady, wanna do make-ups, nail polish, go shopping... Yeah, these become something that I can't fulfill nowadays... I don't even have time to eat my meals! LOL~ Where will have extra time to do these kind of luxury things?

Maybe need to wait my son grow bigger 1st...

Here are some photos of ME... Some of them I think I never post it on this blog before... LOL~ Everytime wanna blog bout those events I take part in but no mood, then slowly I forgot there's still things I haven't blog about... LOL!

*Around March, Me and Peiyue went to Maison with my hubby's friendssss*

*This is what we're doing when we're working at PC Fair - Camwhoring*

*Went to Genting with my bf(now is my hubby lo!) around May*

*A joyful night to celebrate Kok Cheong's birthday at Thai Club! I'm still using my pink phone that time~ Ah! Lovely*

*Went to The Apartment at The Street, The Curve there with my ex-school mates a.k.a photography club members! Do alot of camwhoring there too!!! Haha!*

I wanna live myself to the fullest again... Can I?

Headache-ING!!!

Too many things to do, too less time to use...

Not enough time for me to breathe too!

Maybe I should pit down everything for tiny-bitsy one day and let free of myself...

Then I think I will be able to smile again and continue this war of life!

Here's something for you to laugh at:(Click to enlarge)

What I Am Next...

This is what I'm going to be next!!!!

*Not the black one, the WHITE one!!!*

Been searching for these dresses, head dresses, accessories and so much more... But these cost alot!!!!!

Yikes~ How come so many girls around PJ Subang area so rich can own so many lolita dresses and stuffs???

Anyway~ I will work hard on my business and save money to buy!!! Wish me Luck~!!

P.S: Lolita not from Japan one lo~ From Western one lo... But Japanese really geng! Can bring out the trend!!! ^w^

P.S2: Don't know my son will scare or not see his mummy become lolita pula -_-""""

A Walk To Remember

*No, no, this post is not about the movie that Mandy Moore acted in*

Today, I will post about the experience I had when I deliver my baby boy... Don't worry! No bloody photos in this post! HAHA XD *No photo at all in this so-long-post*

So... talk back what happened during that very day of my life 31st August 2008:

7:30a.m. - I woke up... Slept for 3 hours only because I went to the KFC outlet beside Carrefour Wangsa Maju to meet Peiyue them to pass all those crystals and stuffs for her to continue our business... Hehe~ Cannot stop doing business because of me de ma right? And also I wanna eat my last KFC supper before my post-natal confinement!!! X_X

7:50a.m. - After take the last bath I could, I had my last normal breakfast = Kaya bread + milo + plain water

8:15a.m. - After checked all the things to pack and bring, there we go! To the hospital!!!

8:45a.m. - I arrived General Hospital. I got the letter to admit into hospital so I straight went to the counter to submit my details and then a nurse lead me and my hubby to the 2nd floor. I wanna admit to 1st floor, I'm more familiar with the surroundings there... And nurses too V_V

9:00a.m. - I was told to change to change to their pinkish patient wear, then had a small, short orientation about the hospital rules and some stuffs by the nurse in charge that time. Have to sign alot of paper also about understanding their hospital rules, belongings are at our own risk and stuffs.

9:15a.m. - Just when I was about to stand up from the chair at the reception counter there, suddenly I felt a gush of water just flow out from me! I was like O_O""""" Am I passing my urine or WHAT?????? The water just keep flowing and flowing... I really feel like I'm an old woman suffer from very serious bladder weakness. The nurse asked DO NOT SIT DOWN on their cushioned chair... I was kinda blank in my mind not knowing what to do.

9:25a.m. - I was told to sit and wait for the doctor come and check. Finally I saw the doctor - which was a MALE DOCTOR! X_X Yikes... Told to lie on the bed, and open my legs. I knew it'll be pain. I try to calm down myself by breathing deeply. The doctor wears glove, put on some cream on his 2 fingers and then he insert his fingers to see how many cm dilated. It was SO PAINFUL! I wanna close my legs and nurse keep scold me and ask me to open my leg... I keep on breathe deeply... Until the end of the checking. I was 2cm dilated, but the baby's head was very very low.

9:35a.m. - I was asked to changed new patient wear again... Because the previous one is so wet... And gotta wear those maternity pads too to absorb those water. And I was told to lie down on my bed which is bed number 23.

9.45a.m. - Kok Bun went to car to bring down all my things. I was lying on the bed, so uncomfortable and I try to distract my attention from those uncomfortable feelings by sending sms to Kei, Son, Peiyue and some of my friends. At the same time, a machine to detect baby's heartbeat and movement too was tied on my tummy...

10:00a.m. - Kok Bun have to go to buy something that I was lack of - some dry foods, disposable panties... I really really hate to be alone that time... But there's no other choice. Still sms-ing to let myself calm... LOL! And I call up my mum to tell her my condition, and she say she'll prepare some post-natal confinement food for me after I deliver the baby.

10:30a.m. - Can start to feel some pain when the contraction starts... And I just knew that contraction doesn't means that need to feel the pain from tummy, when tummy feels hardening, that's one kind of contraction too... I was kinda lucky because I didn't feel any pain before, just alot of hardening at the tummy area.

11:00a.m. - I can feel the pad was absolutely wet. Wanna change it because don't know why, I really really scared that I make the hospital bed dirty, maybe its because the nurses there are more serious looking that 1st floor. When I walk down from the bed, I can feel some liquid flow down along my leg... Yikes~ Can see all the water stains when I walk by...

11:15a.m. - I was waiting to go into toilet for 15 minutes!!! Sitting at the plastic chair there.. Feeling so uncomfortable, and pain too... Some of the patient took so long time in the toilet because they're taking bath! Oh My Gosh~!! Cannot faster ma? And another reason is only 3 bathroom available... No wonder I have to wait for so long!!!

11:30a.m. - I was inside the toilet, thinking to put on a new pad or not because I can feel the pain and contraction comes more and more often. I walked out from the toilet, went to the reception counter there to told the nurse I can feel strong contraction. You know what those OLD and EXPERIENCED nurses said? NOT SO FAST LA~ wait more a while la~ O_O"""" But I was sooooo pain~ I told the nurse I insist for a check!!!


11:40a.m. - This time 2 male doctors and one nurse came into the medical room. 1st, the male doctor that checked me before check me again, and he was not sure, the another male doctor check me (SO PAIN!!!!) and then ask the OLD and EXPERIENCED nurse to check. 3 times in a row!!! I really really can't tahan the pain whenever they insert their fingers inside! And then, the result is I was 3cm+ almost 4cm dilated. The doctor told the nurse can send me to labor room.

11:45a.m. - I was told to sit on a wheelchair. Have to pass out everything I have with me. Have to undress my bra too. Then I asked the nurse whether I can took my mobile phone along and the answer is NO! Yikes... The nurse took a baby clothes and diapers which I prepared in the bag and then head to the labor room.

12:00p.m. - The nurse that push my wheelchair was a very nice nurse. She keep on talking to me to distract me from those painful feelings. And the first feeling I had when I enter the labor room is = Is this the 1st class ward? So white in colour and feels so clean and new. Air-conditioned some more~ So comfortable... And because it was Merdeka Day, so they decorated a corner with cute bears and Malaysia flag too! ^_^ Cute~!!

12:05p.m. - I was kinda afraid because I haven't inform Kok Bun I'm going into the labor room, I scared that he couldn't find me... And suddenly, maybe the loneliness and the feeling of afraid attacks my weak mental, I feel like wanna cry...

12:15p.m. - Each and every labor room got a nurse in charge. Mine is a young nurse. I'm in labor room 16. I think there's 20 something labor room. The nurse I'm with was kinda nice... Talking to me, and I also asked her some questions... But I can't really remember what's the content of our conversation because I was in pain of contraction...


12:45p.m. - Kok Bun finally came and when I saw him, I feel like wanna cry again... He asked me whether I'm pain or not, keep on holding my hands so firmly I can feel his support from the bottom of his heart. At the same time, the nurse check and see how many cm dilated, at that time I only reached 5cm... She say normal people only can open 1cm per hour... 10cm is fully dilated, means I gotta go through all the pain for 5 more hours??? OH NO....

1:00p.m. - I reached 6cm... But the pain comes so often I really can't breathe properly. The contraction makes you feel the urge to push but in fact you can't, because its a waste of energy if you push at the 2nd stage of contraction which I'm in now... Then, the nurse told me to lie at my right, because this position not only will speed up the dilation, it also will provide more oxygen to the baby inside, but also will feel more painful if the contraction attacks. Without any hesitation, I lied at my right... And then I can sense the contraction is coming again, I grabbed the pillow so tight and try to breathe properly... The nurse then pass me a mask to ask me to breathe in whenever the contraction starts. I do it at the next contraction and I can feel some the gases from the mask shortens the pain.

1:15p.m. - Whenever the contraction attacks, I cover my mouth and nose with the mask and breathe deeply, but I was advice not to inhale so much the gas as it will make me feel sleepy and lack of energy... At the same time, whenever the contraction comes, Kok Bun helped me and massage my back to make me feel calm...

1:30p.m. - A midwife in charge of my labor came into the labor room. She checked and said I reached 8cm. The contraction continues, but I can see midwife was waiting aside, going to start her task soon...

1:45p.m. - I was SLEEPING between the contraction! Can you believe it? Those gases makes me feels so tired and I fall asleep when the contraction ends! And I was awake again when the contraction starts...

2:00p.m. - In the middle of blurryness, I can hear the midwife asked me to push! But I was too tired, I wanna sleep... Can hear midwife shouting, Kok Bun keep on talking to me, but I was too lack of energy and too blur to give them any response, and suddenly, I can feel the contractions comes again, and this time, it was so pain I was totally awake! The midwife keep on ask me push like how I 'pang sai'... I do like what she said, but my inhale and exhale timing was not match with the pushing which makes the baby difficult to be push out, everytime it looks like the baby is coming out, but my exhale make the baby stuck at the same place again. The midwife also ask Kok Bun to look at the baby's head.. Can see baby's head almost come out... O_O""""" But I was so energy-less...

2:05p.m. - There comes the doctor... I don't know why there's doctor and I don't know what this doctor is going to do to me until I saw him holding a pair of scissors and then he cut the bottom of my cervix. Accompany with that cut, I scream out loud because of the pain!!!! The contraction pain was nothing compare to this cut!!! X_X

2:34p.m. - Right after the cut, I was told by the midwife to give a one last good push... And with all my mind and heart, I breathe in deeply, and try all my best to push... And suddenly, I delivered my baby!!!!! I can feel a sudden relieve at my tummy, and I heard my baby crying too! The nurse wiped the baby and put him on my chest... I was so touched, shocked for his arriving, I keep on saying :"baby ar, you see! baby ar!" to Kok Bun.... And then, the baby was carried away to clean up and to suck clean everything from the baby's nose and mouth. Then the nurse showed me the private part of the baby and ask me what's the gender of the baby. This is to confirm that both parents and hospital crew know clearly what's your baby gender and plug on a name tag on the baby's leg to avoid missing or changing baby to other mother... You know lo~ All babies looks the same...


2:40p.m. - After the deliver, Kok Bun have to leave the labor room and wait outside. And the midwife sit down and start the stitching... She gave me a dose of ubat bius then start stitching. The needle she use is not straight one, its a "C" shape needle. I feel like I'm a fish got hooked on a fisherman's hook... Each and everytime the midwife poke the needle into my flesh, I can feel the painfulness even though I've already been injected with ubat bius. I required the midwife for another dose because I really can't stand the pain everytime she start stitching, the midwife gave me another injection but she say no good if too many dose... I DON'T CARE LA I JUST WANT A PAINLESS STITCHING PROCESS!!! X_X Between the stitching process, we talked alot, but too, I forgot the content of the conversation @_@ The last stitch is the most painful stitch!!! OMG~ After that, both nurse and midwife leave the labor room and I fall asleep deeply...

4:00p.m. - The midwife come into the room and wake me up. Its time for me to go back to the ward. I received a set of baby clothes due to my baby was born on Merdeka Day~!!! Then the nurse bring my baby to my side and ask me breastfeed him... And I do like what the nurse told me, including adjust my position and so on... My baby was crying and he become silent and suck so hard. Then we're both sent back to the ward, my no.23 bed.

4:15p.m. - my mum arrived, she brought me rice and red dates water. Wow~ Didn't know I was so hungry, but not really have much appetite. Didn't finish those rice... Hmm... Then my hubby told me that Kei, Son and Kei's sister Kaede is coming to visit me! Haha~ I was so happy heard that they'll come. I smsed Peiyue and told her that I delivered my baby also. Then I fall asleep again.

5:00p.m. - My beloved friends arrived! They say I look pale. Ya I know, I can feel I was very blur and energyless... Didn't talk much to them because talking seems like a very forceful action for me to do at that time. I think I breathe in too much those gases during my contractions. Yikes... And they're so happy to see my baby... Keep taking photos of him. Haha~ *Sorry for no energy to entertain you guys ya~*

6:00p.m. - It's time for my friend to go back... Feels so thankful for their visiting. After they leave, I fall asleep again.

7:30p.m. - The ward visiting hours has ended... Kok Bun need to leave... I was still energyless I scared I couldn't take care the baby really well when he cry but there will be no exception for anyone even though cesarean birth. Why hospital don't let husband stay to take care baby leh? Mother already very tired, need alot of rest to recover, and its kinda painful to move also... Haihz... I feel very helpless... Wish the hospital can change their rules and regulations to create a more comfortable condition for mothers.

9:00p.m. - My mum brought me my dinner... LOL~ Inside contains pork and ginger and long beans. I ate pork at hospital, how bad I am didn't respect other races of people... Feel kinda guilty to do that at a public place. My mum only allowed to stay a while. Before I start my eatin my meal, I went to toilet to change my maternity pads because I can feel it was soaking wet! And the pink sarung I wear and the bed got blood stains too... Yikes... As I walked slowly to the toilet, I feel like there's not enough oxygen for me to breath... After some time, I reached the toilet. As I start changing my clothes, I can see the image around me starting to turn to white colour... The longer time I stand, the whiter the image I see, then without caring whether I'm wearing clothes or not, I opened the toilet door, and use all my energy left to yell for nurse's help. But my voice was too small, like cat miao-ing... Then, luckily a lady pass by, I asked for her help. She quickly call nurse to come and see. The nurse asked me to wear the clothes by sitting down and then she'll come again with wheelchair. I left alot of blood stains inside the toilet. It was totally mess. Yikes~ Sorry for the one who have to clean up. My mum was shocked when she saw me on a wheelchair. I told her that I feel so dizzy. Must be losing alot of blood during the labor process that cause my dizziness. @_@

9:30p.m. - Still can't finish my dinner. I think my mum gave me alot of rice and meat and vege makes me can't finish. My mum have to leave as the guard give warning to her... Haihz. Hate to be alone. Luckily my baby haven't cry because of hungry yet... Still have some time to sleep and rest.

11:00p.m. - Finally, baby cried. I took some time to come down from the bed because of the pain that comes from the bottom. I carry my baby to my side and start feeding him. He can find my nipple accurately and start sucking right away after my nipple is in his mouth. I feel so happy and satisfied that I can produce enough breast milk for his appetite. This shows its a good start for both of us if I want to breastfeed my baby. After a while, baby falls asleep in my arms, I put him back to the baby cot, and I continue to rest.

1st September 2008:

4:ooa.m. - Baby awake again... He keeps on looking around, I can feel his curiosity towards his surroundings. A nurse came and took my baby to the nursing room to feed him some milk. This makes me can have a nice sleep.

7:00a.m. - I woke up when I heard some noice made by my baby boy. I looked out from the window and saw that sky was so nice and beautiful and the sun shines so bright! I feel so happy because from the bottom of my heart I can sense that my baby is going to start his journey of his life with a bright start! After feed him, some nurses came to change the bed sheets, doctors came to check my condition and baby's condition too...

9:00a.m. - Pediatrician came to check more details of my baby and give me an appointment date to bring my baby bakc to hospital to do some blood test because I'm a minor thalassemia carrier and wanna see that whether my baby is a carrier too or not. And then, there come nurses with BCG dose boxes and needles... My baby cried so loud when the nurse inject the dose of BCG at his left arm... My heart so pain too see my baby cry. After all the checkings and injections, me and my baby was allowed to go home!!! YAY~ HOORAY! No need stay at hospital already!!! *\^o^/*

12:30p.m. - Kok Bun arrived hospital with my mum and my lunch too... Then he went to the reception counter for my hospital discharge process. My mum and I were busy packing and cleaning up things while waiting for the process to end. After its done, I have to sit on the wheelchair, holding my baby in my arms and push by a nurse and wait at the main entrance of the building until Kok Bun drives the car and reach the main entrance. Getting into the car was a tough task for me too... Yikes~

*~THE END~*

P.S: Thanks to all the nurses, midwife, doctors and pediatricians that helped me and my baby during this tough process of labor.

P.S 2: Thanks to all my friends and bloggers that send me wishes and thanks for you guys' concern and support! Thank You!!

P.S 3: Thanks to my husband and my family that always support me and be with me. I know I'm bad tempered but you guys still love me so much and receive all my negative emotions and turns it into a positive one to influence me. You guys are my precious treasure of my life! Thank You So Much!

♡Love You Guys!!! ♡

Where's RM1???

Hey!!! Since you got nothing to do and view my blog, I'll let you have something to think over about Ok??? Hehe~ *evil grin*

One day, I borrow RM50 from Kei, and another RM50 from Hana... Means I got RM100 la right?

Then, I went to Sg Wang, saw a super gorgeous peep toe wedge heels(that one like Cheesie bought one leh~)... I bought the heels at the price - RM97....

So, the shop owner gave me back RM3 as change lo...

Then since I have RM3, I shall give back Kei RM1, and Hana RM1... So that makes me owe both of the RM98 right??? (Owe Kei RM49 and Hana RM49 = RM98)

Then plus the RM1 at my hand... Total I got only RM99!!!!

Where did the last RM1 go????????

No wrong ar~ RM49 from Kei + RM49 from Hana + RM1 at my side = RM99 only...
The amount add up should be RM100 right???

Can anyone tell me the answer???

THE ANSWER IS:

Actually in my comments, P was right!!!

You buy for 97$ + you have 1$ in hand = you have 98$ of Assets

You owe 2x 49$ = 98$ of assets it matches

you shouldn't add up your 1$ that you own to the 98$ that you owe. Wither you sayI owe 98$ MINUS 1$ that I have = 97$ (the price of my shoes) or

I owe 97$ worth of shoes PLUS 1$ in my hand so I owe 98$..

P-A
http://devrouze.blogspot.com/

P.S: My mum asked me this question, I can't figure it out too...
People tend to add the RM1 to the debt that they owe... Haha!
That's why I will say: This is a ridiculous question... No need think about it! LOL! XD

Finally~

I washed my hair!!!
(After letting it busuk for.... err.... 23 days!!! OH MY GOSH! O_O"")

I took bath for 3 times already~

I drank warm plain water once~

I didn't wear socks and walked around for 2 days already~

I open the fan power till 4~

These are NO NO during post-natal confinement period...

I think I'm going to regret it when I'm getting older... Argh~ X_X

Happy Birthday Hana-chan~!!!

***~::Happy Birthday::~***

***~::Hana-chan::~***

Yeah, I know I'm being a baddy bad friend... 2 years didn't celebrate with you~ T_T SORRY!!!

Yikes, so to cheer you up, I have lots of cake for you to - SEE!!! HAHA XD

So hope you like it~

***~May Everything In Your Life will Be as Nice as A Piece Of Cake~!!!~***

～***。生日快乐。***~

The Grand Appearance

Of My SON!!! - Oh Jia Xuan胡嘉轩

I know I know it took me soooooooo long to post my baby's picture...

You know la, I got to take his picture ma~ If not where got so many picture to show??? Haha XD

Ok, I'll explain these photos one by one to you guys~

*This is the first picture of my son... I think Kok Bun took this picture around 7pm... Just after 5 hours when my son was born... Already open eyes and know how to smile*

*His face got pimples ar? LOL! No la... Told by those auntiessss neighbours these are cause by milk... So have to wipe baby's face with warm wet handkerchief everytime finish feed baby. There's another way to cure - Use your saliva early in the morning and put some on baby's face, these rashes will gone in 2 days!!! Haha XD*

*I AM SO DRUNK~ I COULDN'T WAKE UP! Hahahahahaha XD Took this when he's falling asleep... He looks really like blur sotong~*

*I AM LOOKING AT YOU! YEAH!! YOU!!!*

*I don't know what capture his attention honestly~ Haha... He seems to be so curious towards his surroundings*

*Be mesmerize by my pair of ELECTRIC EYES~@_@*

*Oh~ I'm gonna eat you~ AAAAHHHHMMMM!!*

And here's a series of my son's camwhoring!

3 Shot straight!!! Geng leh~ Hehe XD

*Hey~ I don't like to take picture la!!!*

*Huh??? What is camwhoring by the way???*

*Ok la ok la, I give you some smile la~*

Alot of people asked baby looks like mummy or daddy...

Honestly la, how to tell oh? Baby all looks like the same when they're newborn... I look at others newborn baby, they look ALMOST just the same like my son... Haha~ I hope I really bring my OWN SON home from hospital. XD

Ok, end of this grand appearance~ It's time to sleep lo!!! Nitezz~

Post-Natal

*Sorry~ Still no baby's photos yet because I'm not using my own computer... V_V*

Trying to blog whenever my baby is sleeping... He seems like sleep so less... I thought new born babies are suppose to sleep around 16-18 hours a day?

When I calculate all his sleeping time he didn't sleep that much hours... But as long as he's OK, I'm Ok la... Just less time for myself to do my own things lo~

I'm entering the 14th day of my Post-Natal period. Can say is a ALOT OF PANTANGSSSS AND LARANGSSSSS period for a woman after giving birth....

To me, I would rather give birth to 10 child rather than going through post-natal period for one month!

ONE MONTH!!! CAN YOU SEE HOW LONG IS THIS PERIOD??????????

Everyday eat the same dish - ginger, chicken, not so many varieties of vegetables, pork....

Everyday can drink red dates water only... Strictly NO PLAIN WATER OR MINERAL WATER!!!! Scare these plain water contains wind and drink these water the wind will go inside the body and make your body pain....

Strictly CANNOT OPEN THE FAN! No la~ Fan still can open a bit, Just the power cannot too strong, cannot got those windy feeling lo...

Strictly CANNOT BATH AND WASH HAIR! FOR ONE MONTH!

YA! Can you imagine? ONE MONTH! WITHOUT WASHING HAIR! ONE MONTH!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD! I already barely can't stand the smell already for the 14th day... Someone tell me how to go through the other 16 days??????

Dry shampoo are useless!!! Not TOTALLY useless at all la... It maybe can stops itchiness, and the perfume smell powder maybe can let you smell nice for few hours, but once you sweat, still the same! Gosh~ some more so expensive!!! X_X

Argh~ What more I wanna complaint???? I got alot alot of things wanna complaint ar!!!!

Cannot do this cannot do that... You tell me la what more I can do?

I try to read books and magazines but eyes will feel tired...

I try to online but my computer has been moved out from the room and everything unplugged!!! X_X

I try to appreciate my baby's handsome face but I already took tooooooooooooooo many photos of his....

I try to get a good sleep but baby will cry, or sometime it's time to for meal, or the breast milk will engorge until so pain you couldn't sleep...

Yeah~ I'm fully breastfeeding my baby... Not an easy task I can say... Especially middle of the night, have to wake up my own to feed baby... Not like formula milk powder, you can ask hubby to make it and feed the baby so that you can continue your good night sleep...

But I want the best for my baby, I shouldn't give up right? Haha~ Hopefully I can breatsfeed him until he's old enough for solid food!

Yikes.... So wanna take bath~

P.S: I feel like there's alot of dusts, germs, bacterias at my hair that could be a very good growing place for worms... X_X

I'm BACK!!!

From delivery my baby boy!!! ^_^

He's born on 31st of August 2008!!! Hooray~!!!

Can't manage to online frequent now... Will have to wait for quite a long time I guess...

I will write a very very detail of this whole unique experience and share with you guys soon! Be sure to check back~ ^o^/*

R@nD0mN3$$

Decided to blog a bit before I admit into the hospital, but there's a problem: What should I blog about???

Ya, as I mention inside my blog posts before, I think I'm having blogger's blue (Thanks to CG for the word!) and this kind of blues continues till today! Wow, if I earn money by blogging to survive in this world, I think I'm a far dead X_X

I don't wanna do blog post about food I've eaten, places I've been, at this moment I feel these topics are just so meaningless... Argh~ Typical Gemini style I am... Changes always going on every minute every second...

30th August, the last day Me and my hubby being alone.

Shall he bring me to a nice, fancy restaurant for the precious moment of 2 and as a memory for the future?

I bet there's no more COUPLE TIME anymore after my baby boy come out... Maybe I should hint about the fancy restaurant thingy when we're going for dinner~ Haha!

Oh yeah~ There's one thing wanna rant about - My precious time alone with McDonald's!!

And it was spoilt by the careless mistakes by the delivery boy! By the moment I saw my precious French Fries become like people swimming inside the chocolate flavoured swimming pool, I think my eye holes are flaming~

I forgot which day is it, my hubby is not at home, then I decided to order french fries and sundae chocolate! And I was thinking, should I order 2 sundae chocolate instead of one? And my conscience told me not to. So, I ordered 2 large fries, 1 sundae chocolate and 1 apple pie. And those are considered my tea time + dinner!

So, you know, unlike Domino's Pizza which have 15 minutes time limit for those delivery guys to reach, McDonald's delivery actually eats up alot alot of time. Usually have to wait for about 45 minutes to 1 hour... So next time called Domino's instead of McDonald's if you're starving.

Waiting for 45 minutes with all my patient and my love for the fries and chocolates, finally I heard someone knock the door. YEAH! My LOVE arriveD!!!!

While waiting for my change, I ACCIDENTALLY touched the bottom of the plastic bag, and the unusual coldness of the bottom tells me there's something wrong inside the plastic bag.

Open it up. TADAA~!!! The cover of the sundae chocolate actually loosen and the ice cream were all over inside the plastic bag. Nothing is dry! Tissues, my apple pie, and mostly, FRENCH FRIES!!!!!! X_X


ARGH~~~ I asked that guy how am I suppose to consume my ice cream? Using the plastic bag instead of cup? What the F**K!!! The guy said that he'll take another sundae chocolate for me... Ask me wait.

I was quite doubtful whether the guy will come back or not. And checking out the disaster too~

*It was so GELI to see all the chocolate water wets all the things inside*

*AH! The paperbag which contains my precious fries WET!!!*

*GROSS~ EWW!!! Makes my hand sticky too when cleaning up!*

*Instead eating fries directly from the paper bag, I have to find a plate to put all the fries... Which means I gotta wash plate later! What the F**K!*

ARGH~ Luckily the guy really fulfill his promise! He comes back less than half an hour and gave me the WHOLE NEW SUNDAE CHOCOLATE.

For no reason, I actually think that God knows I'm craving for 2 sundae chocolate so he arranged this whole thingy just for me! Haha~ I felt better when I think like this.

Eating McDonald's was a happy, fun time for me~ And this incident actually spoiled all my mood X_X Yikes~

So guys, next time make sure you checked everything before you let the delivery guy leaves!!!!

P.S: Recently KL rain everyday~ And sometimes just feel like I'm at Genting~ X_X COLD!!!

*Mysterious KL*

P.S2: Imma HUNGRY now... Should I call for McDonald's???????? X_X

1 Become 2

There's a dialogue inside Hong Kong movies:
"打直进，打横出"
means:You come in by walking, go out by lying on a bed/inside a coffin...
(Mostly used by gangsters or mafia)

But I think I'm going to 打横进，打直出!!!
You know why? Because I'm going to hospital in about 12-15 hours later...

Haihzzz.... There's still no sign of baby wanna come out... Sigh~

I'm not really worried bout it because I know eventually he will come out someday in the near future, but my families and relatives are all nervous about it!!!

So, to calm down each and every nervous people... I think volunteer to stay at hospital will be the one and only best way.

So, if you're reading this... Please wish me the best!!! ^_^

I will go in by one, come out by two... Haha!!! XD

P.S: Don't know how my baby boy is gonna looks like???
P.S2:Will he make it to Merdeka???

NEW UPDATE:
Went to General hospital today, have to wait until 31st of August only can go in...

Because I got no pain, no sign of labor and baby movement is OK so they say can wait for 9 days after the due date... So...

Here I AM~ Home Again! Muahahahaha~ XD

Pending...

Lost my enthusiasm to blog for these few days...

You know that kind of feeling?

Got so many things to blog about actually. Tons of pictures inside the computer awaiting for upload and for me to delete it so that it doesn't eat up my disk space... But still, these photos and posts won't be the sound that I wanna make inside my post for these few days...

Yikes, feels kinda bad, worried, a bit grouchy... But don't know to WHO, WHEN, WHERE, HOW...

Maybe is because of my baby haven't come out yet... He's trying to make it to National Day so that he can become a Bayi Merdeka~ LOL! Then can save lots and lots of money for milk powder, education and can enjoy more privileges....

P.S: By the way, is there any black and white law that states babies that born on 31st of August can enjoy privileges? I only heard rumours, not sure whether is real or not...

P.S2: Will try to post a normal post as soon as I get over my bad mood and when I'm NOT YET go into the hospital... -_-""""

Koizora

Knew this movie was showing quite some time ago~ Yeah, I know I am such an outdated... But who ask me that time I was busy preparing my wedding or something... So no time go cinema. (No la, the main reason is my hubby don't like Japanese love story movie, so.... You know lo...)

Watched this movie in the middle of the night... My hubby went to Sg Buloh and stayed at his cousin sister's house accompany his parents so that I got the full authority of the computer usage.

Didn't know what can I do actually... No new reply inside forum, not really feel like going out for supper even though hungry since it's already 4am in the morning and no one wanna accompany me, not really in the mood to complete the phone cover I was making... So, decided to watch this movie.

I didn't read those movie review, so don't know the plot for this movie except for its theme - Love Story.

Girls around my age still believe in love? I guess so~ But to me, a girl which is 21 years old, married and pregnant some more, love between couples seems like kinda not-so-real to me. Don't wanna comment about this, I think everybody deserved to love and to be loved...

from 4am to 6am, watched the movie, cried for few times... Wow, tear jerking one I can say, especially to people who will become emo in the middle of the night...

Who say guy in gold/silver hair sure must be punk a.k.a guwakzai? First I saw the poster in this movie I was like Huh??? The main character must be some kind of punk... Punk love story??? LOL! But this prove I'm wrong.

The main actor which called Hiro was a guy soooooooooooo nice that he did everything he can just to protect the girl he loved so much.

Not really a pure teenage love stories because some social issues have added inside such as - bully cases, rape, sex before marriage(inside school some more O_O"""""), pregnancy... Typical issues that reflect what is happening at Japanese community nowadays.

Not an happy ending, but nice story overall. Not a boring story until you will fall asleep while the movie is going on. Recommended to watch actually!!! Hehe~

Here's a cute picture of the couple~

*May everyone in this world found their true love and cherish it as much as they could!*

Restaurant Seng Kee @ Petaling Street

Recently being busy to find wholesaler for all those crystals we're using for Blinky World... But can't manage to find very very cheap one... Is there anyone got any lubang to introduce??????

Went to Petaling Street to find lubang... LOL~ And saw this restaurant on others blog. Honestly, not me browsing through those makan-makan blogs one, is my hubby, cos he loves to makan so much, so now his weight I think is going to reach the peak of his life... -_-"""""""

After parked the car, don't know got what to eat, we decided to give this 'Seng Kee' a try. I never eat Claypot pearl noodles (Lao Shu Fen/Lou Xu Fun) before! Really! Don't know why, I don't like claypot stuffs actually, because in my mind, claypot = sure the base of the food will overcooked and got smells like claypot chicken rice. Some people claim that's tasty, some people don't, and to me, its very very super unhealthy to eat that.

So, browsing through the menu... And the price actually gave me a shock. O_O""" Not cheap eh~!!! So, 4 people, we ordered for one medium size claypot pearl noodles, one medium size BBQ pork mee and one small fried intestines....

And here comes the 3 dishes...

*Claypot Pearl Noodles, the egg makes the pearl noodles very smooth~*

*Normal BBQ Pork Mee that taste exactly like Wan Ton Mee*

*Intestines.... AHHHHHHH~ X_X*

Don't know why, I'm glad the first claypot pearl noodles I ate in my life is this one... So delicious la wei~~~~~ Why I don't eat claypot pearl noodles before de? Aiyo~ I really feel like I'm an idiot wasting my time being a Chinese living at Malaysia, KL some more!!!!!!

Then, I try the BBQ pork mee... Honestly, it tasted just like normal Wan Ton Mee lo~ Nothing special... Don't know why the shop owner will think their BBQ pork mee nice and introduce to people pula...

In my whole life, I never put any intestine inside my mouth and chew it before... I really don't get it, why some people will like to eat all those animal intestines and claim it's tasty?????? Can't you even taste there's some weird taste??? OMG~

I thought I will never put intestines inside my mouth and chew it... But I kena force by my hubby ar~ *sob sob* Where got people force other to eat intestines de??? Aiyo~ How come I so suffer one... T_T

And the very moment I put the intestines inside my mouth and chew it, out of my expectation, this intestine got no weird taste one. Maybe the sauce the chef cook along with the intestine covered all the weird taste. Chew it and chew it, taste something like sotong~ Haha!

Ok, I admit, this intestine taste good, but that doesn't mean I will eat other place de intestines... Yucks~ So, for girls who don't like intestines like me, you can eat Seng Kee's intestine, guarantee no weird taste...

Price List:
Claypot Pearl Noodles: (S) RM9 (M)RM12 (L) I forgot
BBQ Pork Mee: I forgot too -_-""""
Intestines: RM16

Really cham, the bill is RM45+ for a normal lunch for 4 people.... Expensive X_X!!!

P.S: I think only some people can exactly understand what I'm talking about the intestine issue... Just like some people who doesn't eat beef and claim the beef got weird taste and once they try the McDonald's beef patty they say it's tasty! Taste like chicken meat... So now you get what I mean?

Valentine Roti - BEST Roti Canai @ KL

For this, I can GUARANTEE you!!!

This mamak stall being there don't know for how many years already. I can still remember I went there with my mum when I was primary school. And I ate 5 or 6 pieces of their roti canai! Soooooooo delicious, so nice, so crispy~

*Crispy, Nice, Tasty Roti Canai You've Ever Had! One is NOT enough!!!*

*Nice Teh they have, Kao-er than outside*

This mamak located at Jln Semarak, which is opposite to Menara Celcom in case you don't know where is it. Very difficult to find parking if you go there around dinner time. So this place is convenient for supper only because you can park at the road side.



Alot of mosquitoes, so ladies who like hot pants, bring some mopiko or tiger balm with you if you're heading there.

Price:
Roti Canai - RM0.90/pc
Teh Ice - RM1.20? (I forgot -_-"")
Maggie Goreng - RM3

Years pass by and now, still, so delicious the roti canai!!! ^_^ Hearted this kao kao.